Heaven -- Christianity; Near-death experiences -- Religious aspects; Private revelations
How my heart blessed her--for it indeed seemed sacrilege to try to talk
on ordinary topics after this blessed experience. I did not follow the
walk, but kept across the flowery turf, beneath the trees, till I
reached home. I found my brother sitting upon the veranda, and as I
ascended the steps he rose to meet me. When he looked into my face, he
took both hands into his for an instant, and simply said, very gently:
"Ah, I see. You have been with the Master!" and stepped aside almost
reverently for me to enter the house.
I hastened to my room, and, dropping the draperies behind me at the
door, I threw myself upon the couch, and with closed eyes lived over
every instant I had spent in that hallowed Presence. I recalled every
word and tone of the Savior's voice, and fastened the instructions he
had given me indelibly upon my memory. I seemed to have been lifted to
a higher plane of existence, to have drunk deeper draughts from the
fountain of all good, since I had met "Him whom my soul loved." It was
a long, blessed communion that I held thus with my own soul on that
hallowed day. When I looked upon the pictured face above me, I
wondered that I had not at once recognized the Christ, the likeness was
so perfect. But I concluded that for some wise purpose my "eyes were
holden" until it was his pleasure that I should see him as he is.
When at last I arose, the soft golden twilight was about me, and I
knelt by my couch, to offer my first prayer in heaven. Up to this time
my life there had been a constant thanksgiving--there had seemed no
room for petition. Now as I knelt all I could utter over and over, was:
"I thank Thee, blessed Father; I thank Thee, I thank Thee!"
When I at last descended the stairs, I found my brother standing in the
great "flower-room," and, going to him, I said softly:
"Frank, what do you do in heaven when you want to pray?"
"We praise!" he answered.
"Then let us praise now," I said.
And standing there, with clasped hands, we lifted up our hearts and
voices in a hymn of praise to God; my brother with his clear, strong
voice leading, I following. As the first notes sounded, I thought the
roof echoed them; but I soon found that other voices blended with ours,
until the whole house seemed filled with unseen singers. Such a grand
hymn of praise earth never heard. And as the hymn went on, I
recognized many dear voices from the past--Will Griggs' pathetic tenor,
Mary Allis' exquisite soprano, and many another voice that wakened
memories of the long ago. Then as I heard sweet child-voices, and
looked up, I saw above us such a cloud of radiant baby faces as flooded
my heart with joy. The room seemed filled with them.
"Oh, what a life--what a divine life!" I whispered, as, after standing
until the last lingering notes had died away, my brother and I returned
to the veranda and sat in the golden twilight.
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