Heaven -- Christianity; Near-death experiences -- Religious aspects; Private revelations
Instantly she raised her head and looking at me, said eagerly: "You
think so, too? I was sure you would. It is always just so. If he is
too much engaged to speak to you at the time, he just looks at you, and
it is as though he had talked a long while with you. Is he not
wonderful! Why, why could we not know him on earth as we know him
here?"
"How long were you here before you met him?" I asked.
"Oh, that is the wonderful part of it! His was the first face I looked
upon after I left the body. I felt bewildered when I first realized
that I was free, and I stood for a moment irresolute. Then I saw him
standing just beside me, with that same look upon his face. At first I
felt timid and half afraid. Then he stretched forth his hand to me,
and said gently, 'My child, I have come to take care of you; trust me;
do not be afraid.' Then I knew him, and instantly all fear left me,
and I clung to him as I would have done to either of my brothers. He
did not say much to me, but somehow I felt that he understood all of my
thoughts. After a moment, I asked:
"'May I not remain awhile with mamma? She is heart-broken.'
"'Yes, dear child, as long as you desire,' he answered compassionately.
"'Will you also remain?' I asked, for I already felt I could not bear
to have him leave me.
"He looked much pleased, as though he divined my thought, as he
answered: 'Yes, I will never leave you, till you are ready to accompany
me.'
"Then I went to mamma and put my arms about her, and presently the
Master, too, came and whispered words of comfort to her; but I am not
sure she recognized our presence, though I fancied that she grew more
calm beneath my caresses. We stayed till all was over. I never left
mamma an instant, except that twice I stole to poor little Hal's
sick-room when he was for a short time alone. I have always felt that
he recognized my presence more than any of them, he lay so still and
calm when I talked to him. He seemed to be listening. When they
gathered for the last time about my casket, it seemed to me I must
speak, I must show myself to them! Could they for one instant have
seen my living self, standing so calmly in their midst, they would have
turned forever from the lifeless clay they had embalmed and beautified
for the tomb. They would have known I was not there. But they would
not recognize the truth. At last I pleaded with the Master to let me
show myself once to them, there. But he said, 'It is not the Father's
will.'
"After that I accepted fully the Father's will, and soon thereafter he
brought me here in his arms. And what a blessed life it is!"
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