In the next second she was awake, but she trembled and shuddered, as
after the kiss of death on the church-road. Her heart was once more
caught in the wild grief of her childhood.
She wished to hurry from the church. She must go home and write her
book, her glorious book on the God of peace and love.
Nothing else that can be deemed worth mentioning happened to Mamsell
Fredrika before New Year’s night. Life and death, like day and night,
reigned in quiet concord over the earth during the last week of the
year, but when New Year’s night came, Death took his sceptre and
announced that now old Mamsell Fredrika should belong to him.
Had they but known it, all the people of Sweden would certainly have
prayed a common prayer to God to be allowed to keep their purest
spirit, their warmest heart. Many homes in many lands where she had
left loving hearts would have watched with despair and grief. The poor,
the sick and the needy would have forgotten their own wants to remember
hers, and all the children who had grown up blessing her work would
have clasped their hands to pray for one more year for their best
friend. One year, that she might make all fully clear and put the
finishing-touch on her life’s work.
For Death was too prompt for Mamsell Fredrika.
There was a storm outside on that New Year’s night; there was a storm
within her soul. She felt all the agony of life and death coming to a
crisis.
“Anguish!” she sighed, “anguish!”
But the anguish gave way, and peace came, and she whispered softly:
“The love of Christ—the best love—the peace of God—the everlasting
light!”
Yes, that was what she would have written in her book, and perhaps much
else as beautiful and wonderful. Who knows? Only one thing we know,
that books are forgotten, but such a life as hers never is.
The old prophetess’s eyes closed and she sank into visions.
Her body struggled with death, but she did not know it. Her family sat
weeping about her deathbed, but she did not see them. Her spirit had
begun its flight.
Dreams became reality to her and reality dreams. Now she stood, as she
had already seen herself in the visions of her youth, waiting at the
gates of heaven with innumerable hosts of the dead round about her. And
heaven opened. He, the only one, the Saviour, stood in its open gates.
And his infinite love woke in the waiting spirits and in her a longing
to fly to his embrace, and their longing lifted them and her, and they
floated as if on wings upwards, upwards.
The next day there was mourning in the land; mourning in wide parts of
the earth.
_Fredrika Bremer was dead._
THE ROMANCE OF A FISHERMAN’S WIFE
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