“But, sisters, sisters,” continued the voice, “she has turned against
our race with all her great power. At her cry for freedom and work for
all, the old, despised livers on charity have died out. She has broken
down the tyranny that fenced in childhood. She has stirred young girls
towards the wide activity of life. She has put an end to loneliness, to
ignorance, to joylessness. No unhappy, despised old Mamsells without
aim or purpose in life will ever exist again; none such as we have
been.”
Again resounded the echo of the shades, merry as a hunting-song in the
wood which is sung by a happy throng of children: “Blessed be her
memory!”
Thereupon the dead swarmed out of the church, and Mamsell Fredrika
wiped away a tear from the corner of her eye.
“I will not go home with you,” said her dead sister. “Will you not stop
here now also?”
“I should like to, but I cannot. There is a book which I must make
ready first.”
“Well, good-night then, and beware of the knight of the church road,”
said her dead sister, and smiled roguishly in her old way.
Then Mamsell Fredrika drove home. All Årsta still slept, and she went
quietly to her room, lay down and slept again.
A few hours later she drove to the real early mass. She drove in a
closed carriage, but she let down the window to look at the stars; it
is possible too that she, as of old, was looking for her knight.
And there he was; he sprang forward to the window of the carriage. He
sat his prancing charger magnificently. His scarlet cloak fluttered in
the wind. His pale face was stern, but beautiful.
“Will you be mine?” he whispered.
She was transported in her old heart by the lofty figure with the
waving plumes. She forgot that she needed to live a year yet.
“I am ready,” she whispered.
“Then I will come and fetch you in a week at your father’s house.”
He bent down and kissed her, and then he vanished; she began to shiver
and tremble under Death’s kiss.
A little later Mamsell Fredrika sat in the church, in the same place
where she had sat as a child. Here she forgot both the knight and the
ghosts, and sat smiling in quiet delight at the thought of the
revelation of the glory of God.
But either she was tired because she had not slept the whole night, or
the warmth and the closeness and the smell of the candles had a
soporific effect on her as on many another.
She fell asleep, only for a second; she absolutely could not help it.
Perhaps, too, God wished to open to her the gates of the land of
dreams.
In that single second when she slept, she saw her stern father, her
lovely, beautifully-dressed mother, and the ugly, little Petrea sitting
in the church. And the soul of the child was compressed by an anguish
greater than has ever been felt by a grown person. The priest stood in
the pulpit and spoke of the stern, avenging God, and the child sat pale
and trembling, as if the words had been axe-blows and had gone through
its heart.
“Oh, what a God, what a terrible God!”
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