He spoke always of himself. He always told his own story. He described
the fate of the misjudged. He spoke of sacrifices of life itself, made
without a hope of reward, without acknowledgment. He disguised what he
related. He told his secret and yet did not tell it.
He became a poet. He had the power of winning hearts. For his sake
crowds gathered in front of the Salvation Army platform. He drew them
by the fantastic images which filled his diseased brain. He captivated
them with the words of affecting lament, which the oppression of his
heart had taught him.
Perhaps his spirit in days of old had visited this world of death and
change. Perhaps he had then been a mighty skald, skilful in playing on
heartstrings. But for some evil deed he had been condemned to begin
again his earthly life, to live by the work of his hands, without the
knowledge of the strength of his spirit. But now his grief had broken
his spirit’s chains. His soul was a newly released bird. Timid and
confused, but still rejoicing in its freedom, it flew onward over the
old battlefields.
The wild, ignorant singer, the black thrush, which had grown among
starlings, listened diffidently to the words which came to his lips.
Where did he get the power to compel the crowd to listen in ecstasy to
his speech? Where did he get the power to force proud men down upon
their knees, wringing their hands? He trembled before he began to
speak. Then a quiet confidence came over him. From the inexhaustible
depths of his suffering rose ever torrents of agonized words.
Those speeches were never printed. They were hunting-cries, ringing
trumpet-notes, rousing, animating, terrifying, urgent; not to capture,
not to give again. They were lightning flashes and rolling thunder.
They shook hearts with terrible alarms. But they were transient, never
could they be caught. The cataract can be measured to its last drop,
the dizzy play of foam can be painted, but not the elusive, delirious,
swift, growing, mighty stream of those speeches.
That day in the wood he asked the gathering if they knew how they
should serve God?—as Uria served his king.
Then he, the man in the pulpit, became Uria. He rode through the desert
with the letter of his king. He was alone. The solitude terrified him.
His thoughts were gloomy. But he smiled when he thought of his wife.
The desert became a flowering meadow when he remembered his wife.
Springs gushed up from the ground at the thought of her.
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