His camel fell. His soul was filled with forebodings of evil.
Misfortune, he thought, is a vulture, which loves the desert. He did
not turn, but went onward with the king’s letter. He trod upon thorns.
He walked among serpents and scorpions. He thirsted and hungered. He
saw caravans drag their dark length through the sands. He did not join
them. He dared not seek strangers. He, who bears a royal letter, must
go alone. He saw at eventide the white tents of shepherds. He was
tempted, as if by his wife’s smiling dwelling. He thought he saw white
veils waving to him. He turned away from the tents out into solitude.
Woe to him if they had stolen the letter of his king!
He hesitates when he sees searching brigands pursuing him. He thinks of
the king’s letter. He reads it in order to then destroy it. He reads
it, and finds new courage. Stand up, warrior of Judah! He does not
destroy the letter. He does not give himself up to the robbers. He
fights and conquers. And so onward, onward! He bears his sentence of
death through a thousand dangers. …
It is so God’s will shall be obeyed through tortures unto death. …
While Wik spoke, his divorced wife stood and listened to him. She had
gone out to the wood that morning, beaming and contented on her
husband’s arm, most matron-like, respectable in every fold. Her
daughter and the apprentice carried the luncheon basket. The maid
followed with the youngest child. There had been nothing but content,
happiness, calm.
There they had lain in a thicket. They had eaten and drunk, played and
laughed. Never a thought of the past! Conscience was as silent as a
satisfied child. In the beginning, when her first husband had slunk
half drunk by her window, she had felt a prick in her soul.
Then she had heard that he had become the idol of the Salvation Army.
She was, therefore, quite calm. Now she had come to hear him. And she
understood him. He was not speaking of Uria; he was telling about
himself. He was writhing at the thought of his own sacrifice. He tore
bits from his own heart and threw them out among the people. She knew
that rider in the desert, that conqueror of brigands. And that
unappeased agony stared at her like an open grave. …
Night came. The wood was deserted. Farewell, grass and flowers! Wide
heaven, a long farewell! Snakes began to crawl about the tufts of
grass. Turtles crept along the paths. The wood was ugly. Everybody
longed to be back in the stone desert, the moon landscape. That is the
place for men.
Dame Anna Erikson invited all her old friends. The mechanics’ wives
from the suburbs and the poorer scrub-women came to her for a cup of
coffee. The same were there who had been with her on the day of her
desertion. One was new, Maria Anderson, the captain of the Salvation
Army.
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