Not until the horses dashed up the winding avenue with increased
alacrity was he shaken from his meditating attitude, to be ushered once
more into his home of boundless wealth. The lonely stare of grave
bewilderment took the place of happiness that formerly seemed built in
abundance for him within its walls, as he entered the palatial and
gorgeously equipped abode he principally inhabited, feeling the tinge of
the dull past filling him with entire despair, whilst meditating on the
happy future which presented itself to him. How in a trivial period this
lonely spot, he thought, should prove the beacon of never-dying bliss,
when once furnished with the most precious treasure on earth--a virtuous
woman! Ah! the very thought of his embosomed and anticipated alliance
made him nervously happy; and believing a bright and noble future lay in
store for the lonely owner of Dunfern Estate, he resolved to indulge
nature in a few hours of calm repose.
The days moved along more quickly Sir John believed than formerly; and
possibly he may have imagined this was so, as he felt no longer fettered
with fear of fighting with his inward friend--obstinacy, whose hand of
drowsy bachelorism seemed for ever closed to his changing charity; he
had at last thrown aside the garb of female dislike, and patronised that
of a warm-hearted lover.
Irene did not lead Lady Dilworth to believe that she really cared for
Sir John, and, when his name cropped up occasionally, she allowed
herself always to keep the coast of conversation clear that would likely
convict her views most, and managed cleverly thereby to deceive the
friend who came not a day too soon to her rescue. Perhaps had Lady
Dilworth proved less concerned about the orphan charge she freed from a
life of toil, apparently, and instructed her more on the branches of
integrity, then the lovely youthful Irene could have decided more
honorably in all cases of questioning, and would have done justice, not
alone to herself, but to all concerned; but, like many others similarly
surrounded with lovers, battling in the war of extremes, and encompassed
on all sides with apparent luxuries, she was confident she would some
day come off victorious by acting the clever Corinthian.
CHAPTER IV.
When on the eve of glory, whilst brooding over the prospects of a bright
and happy future, whilst meditating upon the risky right of justice,
there we remain, wanderers on the cloudy surface of mental woe,
disappointment and danger, inhabitants of the grim sphere of anticipated
imagery, partakers of the poisonous dregs of concocted injustice. Yet
such is life.
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