London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
He was conscious again of a torturing thirst, and the object of his
progress became to discover a wayside inn where he might drink. He came
to one at last, and entered it very much as any pedestrian might have
done. What could they give him to drink?--he asked. Beer; no, for beer
he had no palate. They had spirits. He diluted two half-tumblers, and
drank them off in quick succession. A couple of men were talking in the
parlour, discussing politics. One of them jocularly appealed to him, and
he replied energetically, laying down the law on a subject which never
occupied his thoughts, or had not done for years. Again he set forth,
with understanding that he must make for Winstoke station. His limbs
were of iron, he had not a sensation of weariness. The sun was no longer
shining; there were clouds in the west, and the evening was drawing on.
Again with dogged mental effort he clung to the fact that his end was
Winstoke station; he did not question but that he was on the right
road. On and on, and it grew dusk about him. Presently something shot
painfully into his eyes; it was a flash of summer lightning; no thunder
followed. He pressed his hands against his head, and moaned a little.
The flashes became frequent, and then, of a sudden, the strength of his
limbs failed him. He would have to rest, and the grassy edge of the road
gave an opportunity. He lay down at full length, and hid his face; the
lightning pained him too much.
It was as if he slept, but always with the weight of shapeless woe
burdening his heart and brain. He turned at times, and knew that he was
lying by the road-side, knew, too, that night was coming on, but was
powerless to rise. He talked much and loud, inveighed with forceful
bitterness against some one who had done him a wrong, vast and vague. If
he could but get one hours quiet sleep; and that cruel tormentor would
not suffer him....
The summer lightning ceased, and it grew very dark. Over the meadows
swept a warm wind, bearing mysterious voices, wafting sobs and sighs.
Then a cloud broke, and rain began to fall....
That night Mary sat long after every one else in the house had gone to
rest. Till eleven o’clock she was only in a vague uneasiness, an anxious
expectation of her brother’s return; when midnight came her fears were
excited. She constantly opened her window and looked up and down the
street. It had rained since evening, and the street lamps shimmered
drearily on the wet pavement. It grew too late to hope for his return.
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