London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
It was easy to find plausible explanations of his absence, if only they
could have given her genuine comfort. What more simple than that Bernard
should have remained for the night either in Mrs. Clarendon’s house,
or with his friend the rector, of whom she had heard so much? Possibly
there might not be a telegraph-office near enough to allow of his
relieving her by a message, as he assuredly would wish to do. Her reason
listened, but she could not overcome the presage of evil which had
lurked in her heart since he left home. He was utterly unfit to take
such a journey; his condition, she knew, was graver than he had been
willing to admit. If illness prostrated him somewhere, quite away from
friends, what would become of him? She could not try to sleep. The
misery of suspense was scarcely to be borne.
She rose at a very early hour, and tried to occupy herself till the
arrival of the post; if all were well, she could not but have a line of
explanation. He had spoken of possibly being late, but not of remaining
away all night; it would be cruelty most unlike him if he had not
anticipated her anxiety. But the postman came and for her brought
nothing. With difficulty she discharged her morning duties to the
children. The trial was harder to bear because of her loneliness. The
engraver and his wife from whom their rooms were rented, belonged to a
decent class of people, but Kingcote had uniformly discouraged
anything like intimacy with them. Mary could not relieve her mind with
interchange of suggestion and encouragement. When the children had gone
to school, she sat at the open window, watching the end of the street
with painful intentness. Often she deceived herself into a belief that
she had caught sight of him, but a moment undid her hope.
What should she do if he neither came nor sent news of himself? There
was but one source of help; she must write to Mrs. Clarendon. Only the
extremest need could justify that; but what point was to be the limit of
her endurance? She dare not wait for day after day to pass. One day she
must live through, with what strength she might be able to summon. If he
still remained silent, evil had surely befallen him.
It was about three o’clock in the afternoon, when, still looking from
the window, she saw a policeman pause before the house, and ring the
bell. Any unknown visitor would have filled her with apprehension; the
sight of this one shook her with terror. She could not let any one else
go to the door, it was so certain that the visit must be for her. It did
not seem by her own strength that she reached the foot of the stairs;
she opened, and stood for an instant in fearful waiting.
The constable made inquiry if any person of the name of Kingcote was
known in the house.
“Yes. I am his sister.”
“We have received information,” the man continued, “that a Mr. B.
Kingcote has been brought to the hospital at Lindow, in ------shire, in
an insensible state, and lies there very ill.”
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