London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Mrs. Clarendon being with the Strattons at Chislehurst, Ada was living
by herself at Knightswell. Instead of finishing the letter to her upon
which he was engaged when interrupted by Rhoda Meres, Lacour, having
let a day or two pass in nervous awaiting of each post, rose one morning
with the determination to take train to Winstoke. On his breakfast-table
he found a letter from Mrs. Clarendon--a brief matter-of-fact
communication--telling him that she hoped to be in London that day week,
and requesting him to previously pay a visit to her solicitor, who would
discuss with him the business matters which it was needful to arrange.
He pondered the words of this note, but only with the result of
strengthening his resolve. After very little hesitation he penned a
reply, begging that there might be no needless haste, and intimating,
with skilful avoidance of direct falsehood, that he consulted Ada’s
wish in suppressing his own anxiety for a speedy marriage. “There are
circumstances, as you know,” wrote Vincent, “which make it my duty to
exercise the utmost delicacy and discretion in all that concerns my
marriage. I esteem you my true friend; I have often given you my perfect
confidence, and in return I have asked for your forbearance when I
showed myself weak or inconsistent. You will believe that I am not
incapable of generosity, that I would not selfishly exact the fulfilment
of any pledge which a hint should prove to have been rashly given. I
am but too well aware of my own shortcomings, but after all there is
a certain pride in me which will preserve me from the errors of vulgar
self-confidence. I beg of you, dear Mrs. Clarendon, not to see in
this more than I would imply. I only desire that there should be no
unbecoming haste. Ada and myself are both, thank goodness! young enough,
and, I believe, are sincerely devoted to each other. Let everything be
done with careful preconsideration.”
He read this through with an air of satisfaction, and posted it on
his way to Waterloo Station. The train by which he travelled reached
Winstoke at two o’clock. As it was a clear day he walked from the
station to the village, which was nearly a mile, then took luncheon at
the inn, and reached Knightswell about half-past three. On asking for
Miss Warren he was led to the drawing-room.
Ada entered almost immediately. They had not seen each other since the
day at South Kensington, and he was astonished at the girl’s appearance.
Her face had every mark of illness; there were dark rings about her
eyes, her cheeks were colourless, her lips dry and nervous; she had a
worn, anxious, feverish look, and the hand she gave him was hot. They
exchanged no more than an ordinary friends’ greeting, and Ada seated
herself without having met his eyes.
Lacour drew his chair within reach of her, and leaned forward to take
one of her hands, which she surrendered passively.
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