London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
The return to London was scarcely a cheerful home-coming. Kingcote,
still feeble, very seldom spoke; after the first natural questions,
when he entered upon convalescence, he was possessed by muteness; no
interests reawoke in him; he watched his fraction of the world without
curiosity, and, beyond a pressure given to Mary’s hand from time to
time, gave no sign that others’ presence had significance for him. His
catastrophe he briefly explained exactly as Gabriel had done. Already
they had reached home, and he had not as much as asked if letters
awaited him.
Mary determined to wait a few days before she gave him the letter which,
was in her possession; she feared for the result it might have upon him.
Yet, on the other hand, it might be that to withhold it was an unwise
thing. The contents of this letter she felt that she knew; what she
could not know was how far her brother was prepared for them. But his
very silence was significant; he expected nothing from Knightswell.
His health established itself day by day; of that there was, happily,
every assurance. Yet he could not interest himself in anything. His
mind was much like that of a child when it is weary. He would sit in his
chair and watch what went on about him; even to read demanded too much
exertion. She read to him for several hours daily, and he listened,
or seemed to. At length Mary persuaded herself that to speak with him
freely might perchance be the best course. She began to do so one day
when she had been reading aloud.
“Bernard, can you remember all that happened on the day when you went to
Winstoke?”
“Remember? Certainly; everything, till I lost my senses in walking along
the roads.”
“Did you go to Knightswell?”
He replied in the affirmative, without constraint.
“And did you see Isabel?”
“I saw Mrs. Clarendon.”
It was a correction, but with no remarkable emphasis.
“Have you not expected to hear from her?”
He looked at her with more interest, but replied without emotion:
“No, I have not.”
Then he asked calmly: “Is there any letter?”
“Yes, there is one. It came the second day after you left London.”
“I will have it, please.”
Mary had the letter by her in readiness, and, having given it him, left
the room.
Kingcote examined the envelope deliberately, and opened it with equal
deliberation. He read this:
“Bernard,
“You have often wronged me so that it seemed to me that you did it
wilfully. Surely there can be no real love without trust, and you have
never trusted me. As you wish to free yourself, it shall be as if all
was at an end between us. But I am not free, for I still love you, and
I shall hold myself yours till you have rejected me a second time. Till
then I will keep silence; I cannot help it if you misinterpret that, as
you have misinterpreted my words.
“Isabel.”
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