London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
The trial was when acquaintances of old time presented themselves to
claim recognition. There were not more than half-a-dozen who did so, and
two or three of these were not, in the end, unwelcome. They were worthy
people of the middle-class provincial sort, full of natural curiosity,
but also not lacking kindliness. Their curiosity Kingcote satisfied only
in broad terms, and perhaps the fixed melancholy of his face prevented
the grosser kind of inquisitiveness. He let it be known that his sister
kept house for him, and that she was a widow, but it was some time
before any one called to see Mary. The circumstances of her marriage
were remembered, and created prejudice; there had not been wanting those
who, at the time, hinted at worse things than a mere elopement, and now
such points were rediscussed with the relish of a provincial appetite
which has only limited diet. Still, even Mary was in the end accepted.
The first lady who called upon her no doubt suppressed a hesitation
for the sake of getting a glimpse of the domestic interior; one or two
others justified themselves by the precedent. There followed invitations
to heavy tea, and it was made known to Kingcote that he would be welcome
here or there at supper. For his sisters sake he obliged himself to go
wherever he was sought. He might not enjoy the conversation at these
houses, but in future he must have that or none, and to keep up
pretences would savour of the ludicrous. He was a shopkeeper, and likely
to remain one to the end of his days. Nor did he in truth repine.
He rested. From his illness there had remained a good deal of physical
weakness; it was more apparent now than it had been during the late
months of the past year. He had no longer a desire to take walks, and
indeed seldom left the house for such a purpose; when at leisure, he sat
with a book, and it was a trouble to stir from his chair. His appearance
was that of a man ten years beyond his own age; always grave, he had
only to sit in silence for a quarter of an hour to fall into a dreamy
state of absent-mindedness; as often as not he turned the pages of his
book without knowledge of what he seemed to be reading. This was not the
same thing as unhappiness; his mood was emphatically one of contentment.
He interested himself in the details of his business, and was in nothing
neglectful. Only it was all done without active pleasure; his life
remained joyless.
“What are those lines you are repeating, Bernard?” his sister asked him
one evening, when he had turned from the finished supper, to take up a
magazine.
“Did I say them aloud?” he asked. Then he quoted:
For not to desire or admire, if a man could learn it, were
more
Than to walk all day like the Sultan of old in a garden of
spice.
“I am not far from that end,” he added then went on with his reading.
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