London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
“You did not call me that the last time we were together,” she sobbed.
“Why do you try to put a distance between us in that way? It is not
three months since that day when I met you--you asked me to--at South
Kensington, and you speak as if it was years ago. You must have gone
straight from me to--to her!”
Lacour had an eye for the quiet irony of circumstances; it almost amused
him to reflect how literally true her words were. None the less he was
troubled by her distress.
“Rhoda,” he said, leaning forward and speaking with calm reproof, “this
is altogether unworthy of you. I thought you so perfectly understood;
I thought it had all been made clear between us. Now do give up crying,
there’s a good girl, and come to the fire. You look wretchedly cold.
Take your hat off--won’t you?”
“No, no; how can you expect me to make myself at ease in that way! I
ought not to be here at all; it is foolish and wrong to have come to
you. But I couldn’t believe it; I was driven to come and ask you to
contradict it. And you only tell me it is true; that you thought I knew
it! I don’t understand how you can be so cruel.”
“Now let us talk,” said Lacour, tapping his knee with the paper knife.
“Why should you be so surprised at what you hear? You know all about my
position; we talked it over in full that day at the Museum, didn’t we?
I was absolutely frank with you; I concealed nothing, and I pretended
nothing. We liked each other; that we had both of us found out, and
there was no need to put it into words. We found, too, that there was
a danger of our growing indispensable to each other, a state of things
which had to be met rationally, and--well, put an end to. Had we been
at liberty to marry, I should certainly have asked you to be my wife; as
there was no possibility of that, we adopted the wisest alternative,
and agreed not to meet again. I cannot tell you how I admired your
behaviour; so few girls are capable of talking in a calm and reasonable
spirit of difficulties such as these. Any one watching us would have
thought we were discussing some affair of the most every-day kind. As I
say, you were simply admirable. It grieves me to see you breaking down
so after all; it is not of a piece with the rest of your behaviour; it
makes a flaw in what dramatists call the situation. Don’t you agree with
me? Have I said anything but the truth?”
Rhoda listened, with her eyes fixed despairingly on the ground; her
hands holding the edge of the sofa gave her the appearance of one
shrinking back from a precipice. When he had finished his statement, she
faced him for the first time.
“What would you have thought if I had gone at once and married somebody
else?”
“I should have heartily wished you every happiness.”
“Should you have thought I did right?” she asked with persistence,
clinging still to the edge of the sofa.
“On the whole, perhaps not.”
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