London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
He reproached himself. Things might not, should not, have been so bad as
this. In some way he might have helped her, if only by remaining near.
Whilst he had dreamed at Wood End, this poor stricken soul had gone
through the very valley of the shadow of death. He had not paid much
heed to her letters; he had failed in sympathetic imagination; she had
written so simply, so unemphatically. He reproached himself bitterly.
“How good of you, Bernard, to come to me!” she said, regarding him
through her tears. “I do want some one to be near me; I feel so
helpless. Death is so dreadful.”
She said it without stress of feeling, but the words were all the
more powerful. Kingcote felt that they gave him a new understanding of
pathos.
She would not speak more of the dead man, knowing how her brother
had regarded him. At his bidding she sat on the sofa, and by degrees
overcame her weakness; he comforted her.
“What shall I do, Bernard?” she asked, appealing to him with tearful
eyes. “What is to become of the children? What is before us?”
“At first, rest,” was his kind answer. “Don’t let a thought of the
future trouble you; that is my affair. You shall never want whilst I
live, Mary.”
“Oh, it is hard to be a burden to you! I have burdened you for a long
time. You have already done more for me than any brother could be asked
to do. How can I let you?”
“We won’t talk of these things yet; time enough. All I want now is to be
some comfort to you.”
“Oh, you are! It is so good to hold your hand. I feel you won’t desert
me; I am so powerless myself.”
They talked a little longer, then she was reminded that he had come a
journey and needed food.
“Who is that woman?” he asked, lowering his voice.
“Mrs. Bolt? She has, you know, the other half of the house. There are
corresponding rooms on each side, and she lets us this half. She has
been very good indeed to me through it all. I don’t know what I should
have done these last days without her. She has made meals and seen to
the children. I was ashamed to give her so much trouble.”
Kingcote did not reply to this. He merely said: “Then it won’t be
necessary for her to come here?”
“Oh no.” She understood his desire to be alone. “I will get the tea
myself; I can do it quite well. It’s all ready.”
She moved about and laid the table, letting her eyes rest upon her
brother very often, trustfully and rather timidly. She had always
regarded him with something of awe. He belonged to a higher social
sphere than that which she had accepted. She attributed to him vast
knowledge and ability. It was her fear lest she might do or say anything
in his eyes censurable.
“Are the children upstairs?” Kingcote inquired.
“Yes; they have had their tea.”
“You will bring them down afterwards?”
“If you would like it, Bernard.” She had dreaded lest he should find
their presence displeasing.
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