London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
He was the only friend Kingcote had retained from early years. Gabriel’s
father was a bookseller in Norwich, and the two boys had been companions
at their first school. That their intimacy had survived to the present
day was not easily accounted for, except perhaps by the fact that
neither was fond of seeking acquaintances; knowing each other well, and
continuing by the chances of life within reach of each other, they had
found in this intercourse enough mutual support to keep their human
needs from starving, and had been prevented by it from seeking
new associates; it happens occasionally that, with reticent men, a
friendship of this kind will terminate in a double isolation. In all
other essentials of character they were very unlike. Kingcote we know
pretty well by this time--his amiability, his dangerous passiveness, his
diffidence, his emotional excess. Not one of these qualities manifested
itself in Clement Gabriel. His temper was frankly sour; Kingcote had on
occasions visited him and found him indisposed to speak. “Talk to me as
much as you like,” he said, when at length there came a question, “but
don’t expect me to answer; I shall say bearish things, and I’d rather
not.” They sat together for an hour, and the artist did not open his
lips. It was his habit to declare that he loved idleness, that at times
it cost him unheard-of efforts to go on with his work; that it would
have been easier to cut off his hand than to take up the pencil. For
all that, no man in London worked more continuously or with fiercer
determination. He had not the physique of a robust man; at eighteen
he had been declared consumptive; but the will in him was Samson.
Ill-health was not allowed to affect his mind, and symptoms of positive
disease he appeared to have outgrown; he was in the habit of saying that
he could not afford the luxury of a delicate chest, any more than of
delicate food. An end he had set before himself, an ideal in art--it was
equivalent in his case to an ideal in life--and only the palsy of death
would check his progress. Emotions he seemed to have none, outside the
concerns of his pursuit. In friendship he made no pretence of warmth; he
carried to excess the reserve of an Englishman, and even handshaking he
would escape if he could. That he had ever been in love (he was thirty)
could not for a moment be supposed, and he spoke with contempt of men
who could not live without “women and brats” to hang about them and
weight them in the race. “You will never marry?” Kingcote asked him, and
the reply was: “Never! I have work to do.” Not a little of arrogance
he displayed now and then; as, for instance, in adding after a moment’s
pause, “What wife had Michael Angelo?”
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