London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
His life had, since boyhood, been desperately hard. Till the age of
fourteen or fifteen, no bent towards drawing had marked, him; then it
exhibited itself suddenly and decisively. His father had no other son,
and had made up his mind that Clement should go into the book trade; the
lad begged to be allowed to study art. For answer, he was at once taken
from school, and put into the shop. He did not grumble, but spent every
moment of leisure time in drawing, and deprived himself of sleep for
the same purpose. When he was seventeen, and in appearance three years
older, he told his father that he must go to London; might he have a few
shillings a week to live upon? If not, he must still go; the shillings
would come somehow. His resolve was so evident that the father consented
to supply him with seven shillings a week for one year; after that, he
must shift for himself. Clement accepted the offer. His father expected
to see him back in Norwich very shortly; in effect, he had not set eyes
upon him to the present day. For the lad, when his year was at an end,
nourished such bitterness against the cruelty to which he had been
subjected, was so marked by the hungry memories of those twelve months,
that, in a letter home, he vowed that he would never meet his father
again. The parent responded angrily, and they held intercourse no more.
Gabriel passed his South Kensington examinations, in order to enable
himself to teach. During that first year he had also found miscellaneous
kinds of employment. He always protested that there was not a mean or
repulsive pursuit in London by which he had not at one time or another
earned a copper; which was his exaggerated way of stating that he had
been driven to strange expedients to keep himself alive and have time to
work up without assistance for the successive grades of examination.
One source of income he unearthed was the sketching in water-colours of
pugilists and race-horses for a man who kept an open stall in Hampstead
Road. It became a partnership, in fact; the salesman allowed Gabriel a
certain percentage on the drawings sold; and they sold well, especially
on Saturday night. Better days began when he got his first private
pupil. He was admitted at length to study in the Academy schools, and
only just missed a Travelling Studentship--it was a bitter loss. Not a
penny did he receive in gift from any one (a prize at South Kensington
excepted) after the remittances from Norwich ceased. An offer from
Kingcote almost broke their friendship. Gabriel apologised for the
violent way in which he had received this offer.
“Can’t you see,” he said, “that if I had not trained myself to savage
independence, I should have broken down long since? I excite myself to
anger lest I should yield.”
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