London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
There was miscellaneous gossip, chiefly about the Academy. The old
question of the artistic and the merely pleasing was rung upon in
all its changes. Ada spoke very little, but Rhoda was unusually
cheerful--perhaps she thought it became her to represent the hostess;
perhaps also there were other reasons--and Hilda could not be other than
charming. Only to look at her fresh, dainty youthfulness rested the eye
like the hue of spring verdure. She was asked at length to sing.
“I have no sacred songs,” she remarked with a dubious glance.
“You have many that are not exactly profane,” returned her father,
smiling.
Whilst she sang, Mr. Meres quietly left the room. There followed an hour
or two of such pleasant animation as Kingcote had never known. Wholly
at his ease, and forgetful of everything but the present, he surprised
himself by the natural flow of his talk. The music stirred his
faculties; the unwonted companionship soothed him. All he said was
received with a certain deference anything but disagreeable; even Ada
gave him respectful attention, and made not a single caustic remark. The
girls’ conversation was of a very pleasing kind, remarkably intelligent,
as different as possible from that of girls of corresponding age who
are trained in the paces of society. In Rhoda and Hilda the influence
of their father and of Ada Warren was evident; they appeared absolutely
free from unreasoning kinds of prejudice, and were strong in the faith
of the beautiful, which is woman’s salvation.
This visit Kingcote repeated twice before the end of July, not oftener,
though he had invitations to do so. In the days through which he now
began to live, it was seldom that he could regain the mood in which it
was possible to mingle with society of any kind, even though the process
might have relieved him. It was nothing less than an illness which
fell upon him, an illness of the nerves and the imagination. There
were intermissions of suffering, mostly the results of exhaustion; his
torment rose to the point at which a mental catastrophe seemed imminent,
then came a period of languor, in which he resumed strength to suffer
again. Later, these three months became all but a blank in his memory,
the details of the time, with the exception of one or two moments,
forgotten.
He waited several days into the new week without hearing from Isabel,
and at last had a very brief note from her, asking him to call before
three o’clock. It was in his mind to write a refusal, saying that he was
sure she had no time to give him, but this he could not carry out.
He found her just leaving the dining-room; she had lunched alone. Her
spirits were extravagant; he had never seen her so gay. The contrast
with his own gloomy state did not tend to brighten him.
“What has happened to excite you so?” he asked.
“Happened? Nothing at all. Only I am well, and happy, and the sun
shines; isn’t that enough to put one in good spirits?”
“Happy?” he repeated, rather bitterly.
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