London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
“Did you wish me to be miserable?” she exclaimed merrily. “It is you who
make my happiness; why don’t you keep some for yourself?”
“There you mistake. I have nothing whatever to do with it.”
“No, the mistake is yours, Bernard. I tell you the truth, but you will
not, will not believe me. I can’t help it; I only know that you will
believe me some day. Time will be on my side.”
He sat mute and downcast.
“Oh, why do you take life so hard?” she asked him. “It is full of good
things to make the time pass, if you will only see them. Tell me now,
what have you been doing since I saw you?”
“Nothing--waiting to hear from you.”
“Ah, that is not true! Who was it that went to Chelsea on Sunday, and
made himself very agreeable indeed, charmingly agreeable, so that young
ladies speak most flatteringly of him? I know, you see. Indeed I was
just a little jealous, or should have been, if jealousy were not such a
foolish thing.”
“That I don’t think you would ever feel.”
“Perhaps not. I certainly should not without cause, and, if I had cause,
that would be a better reason still for resisting it.”
“Not if you----”
He interrupted himself, and turned away impatiently.
“You were going to say something very unkind, and you thought better of
it. But you sadden me; it is dreadful to see you so low-spirited. Have
you thought,” she asked, with a little hesitation, “of finding some
occupation for your time?”
“Yes, I have thought constantly, but of course without result. You think
I should not trouble you so often if my time were taken up?”
He could not help it. Almost everything she said converted itself in his
seething mind to a bitter significance. This was the first reference she
had made to the necessity under which he stood. It was natural enough
that the subject should occupy her thoughts; he had several times
wondered, indeed, that she kept silence about it. Now that she spoke, he
attributed to her unkind motives.
They talked on in this fruitless way. He saw her look at the clock,
and endeavoured to leave his seat; no doubt she was going somewhere, or
expected visitors. Minute after minute he said to himself that he would
go, yet still remained. The door opened, and Mr. Asquith was announced.
Robert had been long back from his yachting; at present he was entering
with heartiness into the pleasures of the London season. His mode of
life seemed to agree with him; there was ruddy health on his cheeks, and
his whole appearance bespoke the man who found life one with enjoyment.
Kingcote had heard his name in former times from the Vissians, but
Isabel had never mentioned her cousin to him. He regarded him with
involuntary dislike; the placid good-humour, the genial contentment of
Asquith’s look and voice were enough to excite this feeling under the
circumstances, and the frank kindness with which Isabel received him
naturally increased it.
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