He was down on the floor again, crouching at her feet. Isla looked
round the room, with wild eyes of a trapped creature that sees death
before it; she saw the grave wonder, the doubt and distress, in the
faces of the two spectators; she saw the agony of pleading in the
rugged, misshapen features of the fisherman. She looked,—ah! where
else should she turn now for comfort? In the face of her little Jacob;
Jacob, for whose dear sake she had borne and suffered all; to whom now,
perhaps, she was bringing shame, punishment for her sin; for she never
doubted its being a sin. Jacob was smiling, pleased and happy at seeing
a face that he remembered well in the old days at home. Those days were
growing dim now for Jacob, and the new life filled his little cup with
joy and comfort. He looked happily up at his sister, but met her eyes
all fierce and burning, saw her face drawn and distorted with pain.
Jacob did not understand pain, and Isla looked dreadful. He shrank
from her, and caught the hand that was next to him, the hand of the
principal of the school, and nestled in her gown.
When Isla Heron saw that, she threw out her arms, and cried aloud.
“God!” she cried in her extremity. “God! God! where are you?” Then,
with her bird-like motion, she swung out from among them, pushing aside
the hands that would have held her, avoiding the kind arms that sought
to stay her; out of the room, and down the stair, flying so light and
swift that no one missed the wings; out of the room and down the stair;
and, before any one could stir to follow her, they heard the front door
open quickly, close lightly,—Isla was gone!
CHAPTER XII.
THE WILD ROCKS AGAIN.
HOME! home to the Wild Rocks, to the sea and the sky! Away, fast as
flying feet might go, from the walls that shut out life and light, that
stifled heart and soul! Since the sin was sinned in vain; since she
must be turned away with shame, if she did not go of her own accord,
and that quickly; since with her the little brother, for whose dear
sake she had planned the sin, must be sent too, to share the shame, and
lose all the help and happiness that lay before him if he might but
stay; oh! and above all, above all, since he, the little cherished one,
had turned his face from her and clung to the new friends, who could
give so much, while she had nothing but her great love; since all these
things were, home to the Wild Rocks, praying for the flight of a bird,
speeding straight, with the steps of a child who had learned to run
with the hares and the mountain sheep. Many turned to look at the girl,
but none sought to stop her. Rather people stood aside, as for the
flight of an arrow, feeling the passage of some dire need that would
not be stayed nor questioned. Home! home to the Wild Rocks!
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