And as the shrill, sweet treble of child voices ebbed away across the
lawn, Martha, with scrutiny of the heart, observed the sadness of the
lines graven by secret woe for half a century in her sister’s face. For
nearly fifty years had she watched those lines. She steeled all the
melting softness of the Hawaiian of her to break the half-century of
silence.
“Bella,” she said. “We never knew. You never spoke. But we wondered,
oh, often and often—”
“And never asked,” Bella murmured gratefully.
“But I am asking now, at the last. This is our twilight. Listen to
them! Sometimes it almost frightens me to think that they are
grandchildren, _my_ grandchildren—_I_, who only the other day, it would
seem, was as heart-free, leg-free, care-free a girl as ever bestrode a
horse, or swam in the big surf, or gathered _opihis_ at low tide, or
laughed at a dozen lovers. And here in our twilight let us forget
everything save that I am your dear sister as you are mine.”
The eyes of both were dewy moist. Bella palpably trembled to utterance.
“We thought it was George Castner,” Martha went on; “and we could guess
the details. He was a cold man. You were warm Hawaiian. He must have
been cruel. Brother Walcott always insisted he must have beaten you—”
“No! No!” Bella broke in. “George Castner was never a brute, a beast.
Almost have I wished, often, that he had been. He never laid hand on me.
He never raised hand to me. He never raised his voice to me. Never—oh,
can you believe it?—do, please, sister, believe it—did we have a high
word nor a cross word. But that house of his, of ours, at Nahala, was
grey. All the colour of it was grey and cool, and chill, while I was
bright with all colours of sun, and earth, and blood, and birth. It was
very cold, grey cold, with that cold grey husband of mine at Nahala. You
know he was grey, Martha. Grey like those portraits of Emerson we used
to see at school. His skin was grey. Sun and weather and all hours in
the saddle could never tan it. And he was as grey inside as out.
“And I was only nineteen when Uncle Robert decided on the marriage. How
was I to know? Uncle Robert talked to me. He pointed out how the wealth
and property of Hawaii was already beginning to pass into the hands of
the _haoles_” (Whites). “The Hawaiian chiefs let their possessions slip
away from them. The Hawaiian chiefesses, who married _haoles_, had their
possessions, under the management of their _haole_ husbands, increase
prodigiously. He pointed back to the original Grandfather Roger Wilton,
who had taken Grandmother Wilton’s poor _mauka_ lands and added to them
and built up about them the Kilohana Ranch—”
“Even then it was second only to the Parker Ranch,” Martha interrupted
proudly.
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