Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
General
Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
I was jealous of her, and however much I might upbraid myself for such
a weakness I was unable to control it. Woman-like, she very soon
discovered the fact, and I was somewhat at her mercy.
Sooner or later, she must inevitably learn all about Miss Gascoyne’s
existence, and I was glad that Grahame had broken the ice.
“She is very beautiful, is she not?”
“I believe she is considered lovely.”
“Then I can’t understand your not having mentioned her.”
There was a touch of asperity in Sibella’s voice.
“Why should I mention her?”
“Because as far as I can make out you are there constantly.”
“It is to my advantage to make myself agreeable to Mr. and Mrs.
Gascoyne, and,” I added hastily, for I never appeared as acting from
interested motives more than I could help, “I am very fond of them.”
“And very fond of Miss Gascoyne.”
Sibella’s was not the nature to exercise much control over rising
jealousy.
“What nonsense! As far as that goes, you would not have much to
complain of if I were to marry Miss Gascoyne.”
She looked at me with frightened eyes.
“If I thought you meant that——” she faltered.
“Well, you must remember that you and I might have fulfilled our
natural destiny and married.”
Sibella laughed in a not altogether nice way.
“That would have been a very pleasant arrangement. We should have been
so comfortably off, shouldn’t we?”
It gave me an advantage to pretend that it was a cause of eternal
grief to me that we were not married, so I answered:
“Well, I’ve no doubt we could have scraped along.”
“Scraped along!” And she laughed again, but she was not nearly so
amused as I was at hearing myself use such an expression. “I can’t
imagine either of us, Israel, scraping along. We should have hated
each other in a week.”
“We should never have done that, Sibella. We have a sub-consciousness
of each other’s weaknesses, and we know each other’s good points
better than anyone else could. We should always love each other.”
“I think, Israel, if I had not been so sure that you loved me, I
should not have risked marrying Lionel. I could never have believed
that good looks could bore one so soon.”
“I believe that good-looking people who are stupid get on one’s nerves
sooner than plain people who are stupid. The latter do feel that they
must make an effort. The former are supremely well contented, and
seldom take the trouble to make themselves agreeable.”
“Lionel is not only stupid, he is a little vulgar.”
Sibella’s frank recognition of the faults of her belongings had always
been in striking contrast to Grahame’s loyalty, which would allow no
disparagement of anyone he was allied to.
“I suppose we shall settle down one of these fine days,” continued
Sibella. “We shall get tired of scheming for interviews, and plotting
and planning our lives so as to make them fit with a secret.”
“My dear Sibella, I had no idea you were such a philosopher. I thought
your reflections never carried you further than the moment.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account