Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
“Oh, I didn’t think it out myself. I read it in a book, but I feel it
to be true, all the same.”
“You mean we shall tire of each other?”
“Yes.”
“Then we shall be tired of each other, and in that condition of
affairs there is no pain.”
Sibella’s two blue lakes—in which to those who could read there swam
any amount of moral fishiness—brimmed over.
“Don’t talk like that, Israel. I do love you, although you may not
believe it. If I had known all I know now about my feelings before I
got married I do not think I could have been induced to marry Lionel.”
And she wept.
I took her in my arms and kissed the moist rose of her lips and
caressed her yellow hair. Most men dislike seeing a woman in tears; to
the artist in romance it has its value if he keep his real sympathies
well in the background.
“I should like to know the Gascoynes, Israel.”
This had been inevitable. I had not the least wish for Sibella and
Edith to be made known to each other. Not that in the case of such
diverse characters there was likely to be the least exchange of
confidences, but they were certainly better apart. I could not imagine
Miss Gascoyne approving of Sibella; I could not conceive Sibella
understanding Miss Gascoyne, or thinking her other than somewhat of a
prig.
I betrayed not the least perturbation at her request, however.
“Of course you must meet,” I said, “but you know how I hate
premeditated introductions. They are never a success.”
Sibella, woman-like, looked unconscious of any reticence on my part on
the subject, but I felt that she suspected it. Well, she had been made
aware of Miss Gascoyne’s existence in as tactful a manner as possible.
“What would you do if I were to marry, Sibella?” This was a question I
was very fond of asking her.
“I don’t know; it all depends on whom you married, and whether you
married for love, or——”
“Or interest, you mean. I could not do the former very well, as I am
in love with you, but you must admit it would be foolish not to do the
latter.”
“I suppose there is something in marrying for love,” said Sibella, a
little gloomily.
“In the poorer classes I should think it meant everything. In the case
of the well-to-do it is nothing like so important.”
“I thought I was in love with Lionel.”
“Yes, Sibella, to do you justice I believe you did.”
“And when I discovered that I was not it was too late to draw back.”
Like all people in love we derived a never-ending pleasure from going
backwards and forwards over the whole psychological battle-ground of
our romance.
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