Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
We spent our somewhat short honeymoon at a place called the Green
Manor, a small country-house belonging to Lord and Lady Gascoyne, a
fact which quite placed us as a married couple.
I had manœuvred so that our honeymoon should be a short one, giving as
a plea that Mr. Gascoyne’s health was far from good, and that I did
not care to neglect the business. My wife at once fell in with the
idea. The truth of the matter was that I was anxious for our visit to
Hammerton to take place as soon as possible. With my marriage,
however, there came a new terror into my life. I was full of fear that
I might say something in my sleep which might give a clue to my
secret. A chance word might do it. Still, it was a risk I was obliged
to take. If I had been in love with my wife to a certain extent before
marriage, I cannot say that my passion lasted very long. I fancy she
brought to what I had always looked upon as a delirious relaxation too
strenuous an ideal. With her it could not have been otherwise. I
managed to conceal the fact from her with considerable success, but
the truth was that she got on my nerves. She was a great creature, but
she was on a different plane from myself, and it made things very
difficult. A good woman, however, being without experience, is always
more easily deceived. If this were not so the artificial arrangements
which are supposed to safeguard society would have disappeared long
ago.
The life she was always sketching out for us, to her so beautiful and
noble, was to me excessively dreary. Doing good appeared to be its
chief entertainment. We were apparently to spend our money—all too
little for the wants of a young couple who wished to make a decent
figure in society—on other people. I foresaw a very speedy parting of
our ways. I was strong, and she was strong, and it was impossible that
either should impose views on the other. She was one of those women
who are perfectly prepared to follow love to heaven, but who have not
the least intention of being led in the contrary direction. Conscience
with her was supreme. I was determined, however, that nothing should
appear at all wrong during Mr. Gascoyne’s lifetime, or until I was in
safe possession of Hammerton and the title. Mr. Gascoyne’s fortune
amounted to close on a hundred thousand pounds. This would, I knew,
come to my wife and myself, and if I suffered defeat, it would be a
very pleasant addition to our own capital; and though I did not think
that, except in extreme circumstances, Mr. Gascoyne was likely to
leave his money away from us, it was possible that if he had an idea
that I was not making quite the husband he expected he might settle it
somewhat too exclusively on Edith.
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