Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Well, sir--I am not the Almighty to read folk's hearts--least of all
such a one as yours--but if I have done you wrong I ask your pardon.
Come, sir, if you don't mean to undermine my brother with the girl you
can give me your hand, and I can give you mine--and there 'tis.”
Meadows wished this young man away, and seeing that the best way to
get rid of him was to give him his hand, he turned round, and, scarcely
looking toward him, gave him his hand. William shook it and went away
with something that sounded like a sigh. Meadows saw him out, and locked
the door impatiently; then he flung himself into a chair and laid his
beating temples on the cold table; then he started up and walked wildly
to and fro the room. The man was torn this way and that with rage, love
and remorse.
“What shall I do?” thus ran his thoughts. “That angel is my only refuge,
and yet to win her I shall have to walk through dirt and shame and every
sin that is. I see crimes ahead; such a heap of crimes, my flesh creeps
at the number of them. Why not be like her, why not be the greatest
saint that ever lived, instead of one more villain added to so many?
Let me tear this terrible love out of my heart and die. Oh! if some one
would but take me by the scurf of the neck and drag me to some other
country a million miles away, where I might never see my tempter again
till this madness is out of me. Susan, you are an angel, but you will
plunge me to hell.”
Now it happened while he was thus raving and suffering the preliminary
pangs of wrong-doing that his old servant knocked at the outside of the
door and thrust a letter through the trap; the letter was from a country
gentleman, one Mr. Chester, for whom he had done business. Mr. Chester
wrote from Lancashire. He informed Meadows he had succeeded to a very
large property in that county--it had been shockingly mismanaged by
his predecessor; he wanted a capable man's advice, and moreover all the
estates thereabouts were compelled to be surveyed and valued this year,
which he deplored, but since so it was he would be surveyed and valued
by none but John Meadows.
“Come by return of post,” added this hasty squire, “and I'll introduce
you to half the landed proprietors in this county.”
Meadows read this and seizing a pen wrote thus:
“DEAR SIR--Yours received this day at 1 p.m., and will start for your
house at 6 P.M.”
He threw himself on his horse and rode to his mother's house. “Mother, I
am turned out of my house.”
“Why, John, you don't say so?”
“I must go into the new house I have built outside the town.”
“What, the one you thought to let to Mr. James?”
“The same. I have got only a fortnight to move all my things. Will you
do me a kindness now, will you see them put into the new house?”
“Me, John! why I should be afraid something would go wrong.”
“Well, it isn't fair of me to put this trouble on you at your age; but
read this letter--there is fifteen hundred pounds waiting for me in the
North.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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