"Very, very hard to bear: God alone knows how I did bear it. But He who
dealt the blow alone gave the strength. I fear my stricken heart
murmured sadly at first; it would not be comforted nor consoled. The
thought of my poor boy's broken heart was dreadful. Amy, child, do not
trust too soon in the man who seeks your love; and oh! be very wary of
an ambitious one. Ambition sunders, breaks many hearts, the coveting
either rank or riches, whichever leads on to the one darling object of
life only to be obtained by possessing either one or both of these, and
thereby sacrificing your love or perhaps breaking your heart in the act
of stepping over it to reach the goal he longs for; and which, when
attained, must, under these circumstances bear its sting, and make him
look back regretfully to the time gone by for ever; or, perhaps worse
still, to days too painful to recall.
"I would far rather it would be so; than that a man should love me for
either my rank or riches, but having neither, perhaps no one will think
me worth having, or take the trouble to fall in love with me."
Mrs. Elrington smiled as she looked at the lovely, almost scornful face
now lifted to hers, and thought what a stumbling block it would prove in
many a man's path in life.
"You are laughing at me," exclaimed Amy, as she caught the smile on the
old lady's face. "Do let us talk of something else; of Mrs. Linchmore,
for instance; I do so want to know what she is like, only you never will
tell me."
"Because I cannot Amy; it is years since we met," replied Mrs.
Elrington, in a hard tone; "so that what she is like now I cannot
describe; you will have to do that when next we meet."
"But then," persisted Amy, "in that long ago time what was she like?"
"Very beautiful. A slight, tall, graceful figure, pliant as a reed. Eyes
dark as jet, and hair like a raven's wing. Are you satisfied, Amy?"
"Not quite. I still want to know what her character was. I am quite
satisfied that she must have been very beautiful."
"She was as a girl more than beautiful. There was a charm, a softness in
her manner that never failed to allure to her side those she essayed to
please. But in the end she grew vain of her loveliness, and paraded it
as a snare, until it led her to commit a great sin."
"She may be altered now," exclaimed Amy, "altered for the better."
"She must be grievously altered. Grief and remorse must have done their
work slowly but surely, for I never will believe that her heart has been
untouched by them."
"I am afraid I shall not like her," replied Amy, "and I had so made up
my mind that as your friend I should like her at once."
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