True, I had already dismissed myself before she did so, the fact being
implicit in my agreement with Mr. Pegg. And as for my father's roof,
there had been rather more than a likelihood of its being permanently
removed from over both our heads had we attempted to remain beneath it
in idleness much longer. But Euphemia was a true woman--far more
genuinely feminine than I shall ever be, and her heart ever overruled
her reason. In fact she had often publicly maintained that it was
unwomanly to reason very much. Secondly, I had for weeks anticipated
that the announcement of my intention of going to work would result in a
terrible scene, and so was somewhat prepared for the deluge, though I
had hoped it would be less violent than it proved.
I will draw a veil over this section of my narrative, because it
was purely a family affair, of no possible interest to the public,
and I do not believe that sister truly meant all that she said.
Suffice to recount that I left her seventy-five dollars with the
promise--unaccepted--to send more shortly, and departed at eight-thirty
the following morning, taking a few belongings in the small trunk which
I had had at school when a girl, and receiving a tearful farewell from
Galadia, if not from my dear sister, for whom in reality I was setting
forth into the wide world.
"Freedom Talbot," said I to myself as the hack which I had felt
justified in hiring to transport me to the hotel moved away--"Freedom
Talbot, face the world with a smile--and soon you will be smiling in
your heart. Freedom should mean more than a name to you--it should mean
and must mean the welcoming of adventure."
And thus resolutely putting behind me the last vestige of feminine
weakness I assumed in spirit at least the attitude which I knew my dear
father would have required of the son he had hoped I would be, and was
presently set down before the hotel, where I directed the porter about
my trunk, surrendered my dear father's umbrella, my own folding lace
parasol and dolman, together with my valise, to the same little boy who
had so kindly attended me the day before, and for whom I had remembered
to bring a package of ginger cookies. Even the elevator, that flying
gilded bird cage, held no terrors for me to-day, and I ascended to the
seventh floor without a qualm.
So much for character and its hold upon the human mind. The entire
episode of leaving what for fifty years had been my home is somewhat
hazy. What I encountered upon entering the anteroom of the
Copley-Plaza's royal suite for the second time I shall never forget. And
this evidences my claim regarding personality.
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