"I love him as much as I am likely to love anyone," responded
Peaches--like a young Portia, so stately and serious. "And even if he is
half a head shorter than I am he has a kind heart and he's a gentleman."
"And not over sixty years old!" I retorted. "Oh, Peaches, do you really
want to do it?"
Suddenly she was serious. The defensively bantering light went out of
her changeful eyes.
"Don't, Free!" she pleaded. "Yes, I do want to. I want to be a
reasonable being--to make the best life I can for myself since I must go
on living. I don't want to be a coward. I am still young and I haven't
seen much of the world. Riches, art treasures, cultured people, and
things--social position--there must be joy in these things or folks
would not struggle for them so! And since they must be filling up the
emptiness in a whole lot of lives I'm going to have a try at them too.
Don't be afraid for me. I know just what I am doing. I know that I shall
never care again. But I can like. And I can live, and I'm going to use
my old beau to help me get the most out of life that I can
when--when--well, you know, only don't say it, please!"
She was wonderful. So big and beautiful and full of health and common
sense. I could not but admire her, though, of course, a few maidenly
tears and vows of lifelong fidelity to the heroic dead would have been
more suitable. But things had already gone too far for that. At the time
the above-recorded conversation took place we were standing upon the
steps of the Ritz in New York, waiting for the car which was to convey
us up the river. Mr. Markheim had not expected us for another week and
so hadn't been at the hotel to meet us, but was sending his chauffeur.
And in a way Peaches' words reassured me. After all one must eventually
resign oneself to fate, and if one had the good sense to take fate by
the horns and as Peaches would say "beat him to it"--why, so much the
better. We could all settle down to watch her live happily enough ever
after if her program worked out.
But would it? Despite her assurance I felt a faint misgiving. My dear
father used always to say: "Never you girls marry until Mister Right
comes along." And we were brought up to honor and obey our
parents--with the result that at the respective ages of fifty and sixty
we girls were still single. However, I digress.
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