On May 20, Lebzeltern went for the last time to the Vescovado, to take
leave of the august prisoner within its walls.
On this last occasion of their meeting at Savona, the diplomatist found
Pius VII in a very strange frame of mind. Not by any means inclined to
withdraw the concessions he had made in the previous interview with
Lebzeltern, but only regretting them bitterly; hoping they might not
satisfy Napoleon and so be rejected by him. On Lebzeltern’s presenting
for his consideration a written outline of the concessions in question,
the Pontiff, after considering them a little while, rose suddenly from
his chair and spoke as follows:
“I have made known to you, Lebzeltern, many of my most secret
thoughts and sentiments which I would never have entrusted to
another living man except my confessor; and I do not regret
it, because I am perfectly certain that you will never abuse
the confidence I have placed in you. Nevertheless, please bear
in mind that I only authorise you to report of me to Napoleon
and Metternich what I am now going to tell you, and which is
just what you yourself have seen and heard—that I am perfectly
resigned to God’s Will regarding me and that I humbly place
my cause in His hands. Say that no consideration of any kind
shall induce me to disobey my conscience and the Divine law.
Tell them that I am calm and serene, and that all I ask of the
Emperor—for whom I only hope and pray that he may be granted
the grace to make his peace with our holy mother the Church—is
that he will allow me the means of communicating freely with the
faithful, and that he will no longer deprive them of the services
of their father and servant. Tell the Emperor that I entreat
him to remember that the glory of this world is in itself no
passport to Heaven; that, albeit I yearn with all my heart to be
reconciled with him, yet, that I will never be so at the price
of my conscience. Assure him very earnestly that I have not the
smallest personal feeling against him; that I forgive him with
my whole heart all that he has done to me; and that nothing could
hurt me more than that he should imagine me capable of harbouring
resentments—which in themselves are forbidden by God and have no
place either in my heart or in my inclination.”
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