Child labor -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Say! To a wretch who has dared to lift his hand to me? You do not yet
know me. I have, thank Heaven, more pride than that. I have just
finished his letter, and have torn it into a thousand bits. I am
curious to see his house, though, now that I am not there to keep all
in order. He is evidently out of spirits, and perhaps he is not well,
as he has been for two months at—what is the name of the place?” and
she calmly drew from her pocket the letter which she said she had
destroyed. “Ah, yes, it is at the springs of Royat that he has been.
What nonsense! Those mineral springs have always been bad for him.”
Jack colored at her falsehood, but said not one word. All the evening
she was busy, and seemed to have regained the courage and animation of
her first days with her son. While at work she talked to herself.
Suddenly she crossed the room to Jack.
“You are full of courage, my boy,” she said, kissing him.
He was occupied in watching all that was going on within his mother’s
mind. “It is not I whom she kisses,” he said, shrewdly; and his
suspicions were confirmed by a trifle that proved how completely the
past had taken possession of the poor woman’s mind. She never ceased
humming the words of a little song of D’Argenton’s, which the poet was
in the habit of singing himself at the piano in the twilight. Over and
over again she sang the refrain, and the words revived in Jack’s mind
only sad and shameful memories. Ah, if he had dared, what words he
would have said to the woman before him! But she was his mother; he
loved her, and wished by his own respect to teach her to respect
herself. He therefore kept strict guard over his lips. This first
warning of coming danger, however, awoke in him all the jealous
foreboding of a man who was about to be betrayed. He studied her way of
saying good-bye to him when he left in the morning, and he analyzed her
smile of greeting on his return. He could not watch her himself, nor
could he confide to any other person the distrust with which she
inspired him. He knew how often a woman surrounds the man whom she
deceives in an atmosphere of tender attentions,—the manifestations of
hidden remorse. Once, on his way home, he thought he saw Hirsch and
Labassandre turning a distant corner.
“Has any one been here?” he said to the concierge; and by the way he
was answered he saw that some plot was already organized against him.
The Sunday after on his return from Etiolles he found his mother so
completely absorbed in her book that she did not even hear him come in.
He would not have noticed this, knowing her mania for romances, had not
Ida made an attempt to conceal the book.
“You startled me,” she said, half pouting.
“What are you reading?” he asked.
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