And there had been the good-by of Tammas and Marget. Tammas could not
speak, he could only hold my hand with tears in his eyes. But Marget
spoke, kissing me for the first and last time. "Ay, but our Jackie,
good-by, ’tis God that stirs up the nest of His eagles. An’ so God bide
ye, lad. God bless and God guide ye—for ’tis God that leads ye,
Jackie!"
At the cabin Dr. Gottlieb had tried to explain to me the great book he
was writing, which was called "The Effect of the Insect Pollen-Gatherers
on Flower Life."
But I would have none of it. I could not listen. I slipped out, knowing
he could read it all night to the big arm chair I had sat in, and not
know it was empty.
The drum was calling to me—I who had been for peace, for trees, for
love, for poems, I knew I must now fight or my soul would die within me,
die like a Chinese foot in its wooden shoe.
I saddled Satan and rode over to the Hermitage. Was it this horse, this
brave-souled, unafraid brute that had sent the fighting spirit into me,
since my first touch of him? For on him I felt that I could ride over a
regiment. I walked alone in the moonlight over the grounds of the
Hermitage.
How bulwarked, restful and yet martial-walled was the old brick mansion!
And down the long avenues of cedars which ran from the gate to the home,
I met the fighting ghosts of my ancestors.
Was it a dream or not? But what is the difference, since they are the
same. What is the difference?
If a child comes into your home, smiling, from out the sunshine, is it
any more your child than the one which enters from out the still, dead
night, motherless and homeless, a fantastic waif, but your very own?
I had walked through the old-fashioned garden, rose bordered and lined
with hollyhocks and rare old pinks that Aunt Rachel loved. And I had
stood bareheaded before the tomb of the old warrior and his bride. I
had gone across the meadow to the log cabin they had loved best of
all....
Then, very plainly I saw the great fireplace light up with the blaze of
hickory logs, and the shadows come and go across the smoked rafters
above. And before that fire sat the slim, grim, sword-faced fighter and
lover, with a child on one knee and a lamb on the other, even as old
Parton had told it.
He turned, smiled, and reaching, took his sword from the wall behind him
and, beckoning to me, pointed to the west....
I rushed toward him. The solid door met me, knocking me to my knees on
the grass. I arose stunned, but thrilled. My doubts had gone, the
spirit of Andrew Jackson pointed me the way. On the grass I knelt for a
moment before that hut which is a shrine. _A lamb and a child and the
sword of the Lord and of Gideon: I thank thee, Lord; for it takes them
all to make a man!_ ... I had not slept but had ridden into town to see
the Tennessee troops go by in their last parade.
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