They came by in battalions, the old battle flag of Jackson at their
head, and beside it rode old Hawthorne, sitting his horse as gallantly
as when in younger days he rode with Forrest and Morgan.
He saw me, smiled, and saluted.
I watched Braxton Bragg go by at the head of his company, and I saw him
look covetously at the beautiful horse I rode.
Following an old custom, a fife and drum corps followed. I heard them
coming and my blood leaped fiercely as they marched by, playing "_The
Girl I Left Behind Me_."
It was their last call for enlistment, and as they passed I stepped in
behind the big drum, throwing my silver dollar into its head.
So I enlisted for the war.
The old drummer smiled and nodded, the crowd cheered—I looked up—Old
Hawthorne had ridden back and sat his horse smiling down on me. "God
bless you, Jack, Jack!" he cried. "Do you know that I rode back to see
you do it? I knew you would do it—’tis the call of the drum—the blood
of the men of your tribe who could both pray and fight! Come, you shall
be on my staff. Captain Jack Ballington from the home of Old Hickory."
I smiled. "General, you are good to me, too good. But let me prove my
own worth, if there is any in me. No soldier was ever made except by
merit. Give me a chance to make myself. I am going to the war and I am
going with you. But under two conditions: that this horse I am riding
goes with us, is yours. This is Eloise’s," I added softly, "and I loved
her. ’Tis the only horse in Tennessee fit to carry our General. She
gave him to me. I give him to you."
He was silent; he understood.
"And the other is that you give me a rifle in the ranks." ...
After I had enlisted I wanted to see the homestead again, the hickories
that Eloise and I had loved, and to bid my old grandsire farewell.
He was sitting under his favorite elm tree smoking when I rode up. I
did not see who was with him until I had dismounted and stood before
him, hat off, holding my horse’s reins.
Then I saw that it was Braxton Bragg who was talking excitedly and
loudly; and I knew that he had been drinking. He did not speak to me
nor see me. The old man did not know me in the gathering darkness.
"I am Jack, Grandfather, Jack Ballington. And I have come to bid you
good-by."
"Ah, Jack—Jack—" he repeated—"and you are my grandson—ha-ha. I’d about
forgotten it. And you have come to tell me good-by—why I thought you
had gone, somewhere—ha-ha."
I heard a short laugh from Braxton Bragg. I saw the sneering smile that
was unconcealed in his face. I turned on him with fighting anger, cut
to the heart. And then I remembered the first lesson of every soldier
is to command himself. Very calmly I said, "I have not gone far, sir;
only to Dr. Gottlieb’s; but to-morrow I am going to the war. I have
enlisted with the First Tennessee, and I felt that it was my duty, sir,
to call and tell you good-by."
Instantly he was on his feet, holding to a crutch he now carried.
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