“I never doubted the latter point, I assure you, Madam,” observed
Mrs. Wood.
“You have said,” pursued the widow, “that she, who has once erred,
is irreclaimable. Do not believe it, Madam. It is not so. The poor
wretch, driven by desperation to the commission of a crime which her
soul abhors, is no more beyond the hope of reformation than she is
without the pale of mercy. I have suffered--I have sinned--I have
repented. And, though neither peace nor innocence can be restored to
my bosom; though tears cannot blot out my offences, nor sorrow drown
my shame; yet, knowing that my penitence is sincere, I do not despair
that my transgressions may be forgiven.”
“Mighty fine!” ejaculated Mrs. Wood, contemptuously.
“You cannot understand me, Madam; and it is well you cannot. Blest
with a fond husband, surrounded by every comfort, _you_ have never
been assailed by the horrible temptations to which misery has exposed
_me_. You have never known what it is to want food, raiment, shelter.
You have never seen the child within your arms perishing from hunger,
and no relief to be obtained. You have never felt the hearts of all
hardened against you; have never heard the jeer or curse from every
lip; nor endured the insult and the blow from every hand. I _have_
suffered all this. I could resist the tempter _now_, I am strong in
health,--in mind. But _then_--Oh! Madam, there are moments--moments
of darkness, which overshadow a whole existence--in the lives of
the poor houseless wretches who traverse the streets, when reason
is well-nigh benighted; when the horrible promptings of despair can,
alone, be listened to; and when vice itself assumes the aspect of
virtue. Pardon what I have said, Madam. I do not desire to extenuate
my guilt--far less to defend it; but I would show you, and such
as you--who, happily, are exempted from trials like mine--how
much misery has to do with crime. And I affirm to you, on my own
conviction, that she who falls, because she has not strength granted
her to struggle with affliction, _may_ be reclaimed,--may repent, and
be forgiven,--even as she, whose sins, 'though many, were forgiven
her'.
“It gladdens me to hear you talk thus, Joan,” said Wood, in a voice
of much emotion, while his eyes filled with tears, “and more than
repays me for all I have done for you.”
“If professions of repentance constitute a Magdalene, Mrs. Sheppard
is one, no doubt,” observed Mrs. Wood, ironically; “but I used to
think it required something more than _mere words_ to prove that a
person's character was abused.”
“Very right, my love,” said Wood, “very sensibly remarked. So it
does. Bu I can speak to that point. Mrs. Sheppard's conduct, from my
own personal knowledge, has been unexceptionable for the last twelve
years. During that period she has been a model of propriety.”
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