But this was not true. She cared very much for Giselle’s good opinion,
and for Madame d’Argy’s friendship. She suffered much in her secret
heart at the thought of having given so much pain to Fred. She guessed
how deep it was by the step to which it had driven him. But there was in
her secret soul something more than all the rest, it was a puerile, but
delicious satisfaction in feeling her own importance, in having been
able to exercise an influence over one heart which might possibly extend
to that of M. de Cymier. She thought he might be gratified by knowing
that she had driven a young man to despair, if he guessed for whose sake
she had been so cruel. He knew it, of course. Madame de Nailles took
care that he should not be ignorant of it, and the pleasure he took
in such a proof of his power over a young heart was not unlike that
pleasure Jacqueline experienced in her coquetry--which crushed her
better feelings. He felt proud of the sacrifice this beautiful girl had
made for his sake, though he did not consider himself thereby committed
to any decision, only he felt more attached to her than ever. Ever since
the day when Madame de Villegry had first introduced him at the house
of Madame de Nailles, he had had great pleasure in going there. The
daughter of the house was more and more to his taste, but his liking for
her was not such as to carry him beyond prudence. “If I chose,” he would
say to himself after every time he met her, “if I chose I could own that
jewel. I have only to stretch out my hand and have it given me.” And
the next morning, after going to sleep full of that pleasant thought, he
would awake glad to find that he was still as free as ever, and able
to carry on a flirtation with a woman of the world, which imposed no
obligations upon him, and yet at the same time make love to a young girl
whom he would gladly have married but for certain reports which were
beginning to circulate among men of business concerning the financial
position of M. de Nailles.
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