And unconsciously, as Jacqueline said these words, she imitated the
careless accent with which she had heard them fall from the lips of the
artist. And she would have again to meet him! If she had had thunder and
lightning at her command, as she had had the match with which she had
set fire to the memorials of her juvenile folly, Marien would have been
annihilated on the spot. She was at that moment a murderess at heart.
But the dinner-bell rang. The young fury gave a last glance at the
adornments of her pretty bedchamber, so elegant, so original--all blue
and pink, with a couch covered with silk embroidered with flowers. She
seemed to say to them all: “Keep my secret. It is a sad one. Be careful:
keep it safely.” The cupids on the clock, the little book-rest on a
velvet stand, the picture of the Virgin that hung over her bed,
with rosaries and palms entwined about it, the photographs of her
girl-friends standing on her writing table in pretty frames of
old-fashioned silk-all seemed to see her depart with a look of sympathy.
She went down to the dining-room, resolved to prove that she would not
submit to punishment. The best way to brave Madame de Nailles was, she
thought, to affect great calmness and indifference, aye, even, if she
could, some gayety. But the task before her was more difficult than she
had expected. Apparently, as a proof of reconciliation, Marien had been
kept to dinner. To see him so soon again after his words of outrage was
more than she could bear. For one moment the earth seemed to sink under
her feet; she roused her pride by an heroic effort, and that sustained
her. She exchanged with the artist, as she always did, a friendly
“Good-evening!” and ate her dinner, though it nearly choked her.
Madame de Nailles had red eyes; and Jacqueline made the reflection that
women who are thirty-five should never weep. She knew that her face
had not been made ugly by her tears, and this gave her a perverse
satisfaction in the midst of her misery. Of Marien she thought: “He
sits there as if he had been put ‘en penitence’.” No doubt he could not
endure scenes, and the one he had just passed through must have given
him the downcast look which Jacqueline noticed with contempt.
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