He speaks also of his Italian tour in a letter to Dr Grossart, dated
from Jedburgh on 11th October, in which he says:--
Did I write you giving an account of my Italian trip? I know that I
meant to do so. I enjoyed myself amazingly, and picked up a lot of
wrinkles which will stand me in good stead. Ods man! but it was hot
spielin’ the hills with the thermometer 94° in the shade. God knows
but I thought it not far short of 500° in the sun.... I’m going to
take it easy this winter--if I can. I have now got my _magnum opus_
off my hands, and hope to send you a copy next month. It makes some
500 pages of demy 8vo!--a wiselike size!... The illustrations will
please you, I hope. They have been beautifully engraved.... The
country here is looking beautiful--woods having all their autumn
colours on. I don’t wonder that emigrants who were born on the Jed,
the Teviot, and the Tweed should aye have such intense longings to
get back again to their native howffs. It makes one young as a boy to
wander up the sweet glens and ravines in this lovely district. If I
were in love I’m afraid I should use up whole reams of paper in the
composing of passionate songs and sonnets. But not being so I can only
croon as I trot along the half-forgotten words of some old Border
ditty.
Some other passages in this and other letters suggest that with the
finishing of the great book, and the lifting of the strain, the young
man felt _désœuvré_, was beginning to think that youth was slipping
away and he was perhaps not getting the best out of life, and was
liable to alternate fits of depression and of a cynicism which was
probably largely a pose intended to hide his true feelings. In brief,
he was becoming aware that it is not good for man to dwell alone, and
the Glacial Epoch, whatever its charms, proved a chilly substitute for
the kind of companionship which his affectionate spirit craved. A few
extracts from a letter, undated, but written from Jedburgh, apparently
about the same time as the foregoing, may help to make the position
clear. The letter may be entitled--anything more specific being
avoided--“To a Young Man contemplating Matrimony,” and the quotations
must necessarily be disjointed:--
You know your own affairs best. But if I were in your place, and the
girl were a really good girl and suitable, hang it I would propose
and get her.... Something like fate whispers in my ear, “Jim, my
boy, you’ll never have a wife, altho’ you should live to the age of
Methusaleh.” ... With the uncertainty of temper and feeling that I
have, I seriously doubt whether I would be other than miserable if I
were to marry. So lest you should get into the same state, O young
man! either flee temptation or be bold and seize the tempter. What
more can I say. Perhaps you were only laughing when you wrote me, and
are now laughing at me and my soft-heartedness. All right, laugh away.
I have had my day, and some time you shall have had yours also.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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