James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reportsGilmour, James
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James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reports
Gilmour, James
Gilmour, James, 1843-1891; Missions -- Mongolia
'Two days ago,' he writes under date of April 21, 1888, 'a man
pushed himself in among the crowd round my table as I was
dispensing medicines in the market-place here, and announced
himself as a courier from Tientsin. When asked what his news was,
he was silent, so I led him away towards my inn. Oh the way I again
asked what his news was. He groaned. I began to get alarmed, and
noticed that he carried with him a sword, covered merely with a
cloth scabbard. This looked warlike, and I wondered if there could
have been another massacre at Tientsin. Coming to a quiet place in
the street I _demanded_ his news, when he replied, "_Dr. Mackenzie
is dead, after a week's illness._" At the inn we got out our
letters from the bundle, and found the news true. In a little Dr.
Roberts looked up from a letter he was reading and said he was
appointed to the vacancy. _Then_ the full extent of my loss flashed
upon me. Mackenzie dead--Roberts to go to Tientsin! One of my
closest friends dead--my colleague removed!
'Forty-eight hours have elapsed, and I am just coming right again.
I have been like a ship suddenly struck in mid-ocean by a mountain
sea breaking over it. You know in that case a ship staggers a bit,
and takes some time to shake clear and right herself.
'As to Mackenzie. His friendship I very keenly appreciated. The
week of prayer in January 1887 we spent together in Peking. The
week of prayer in January 1888 we spent together in Tientsin. These
were seasons of great enjoyment. On parting we spoke of having a
week together again in April 1889. That is not to be. The full
extent of the loss will take some time to realise.
'The prospect of Dr. Roberts settling permanently here in the
autumn gave light and brightness to the outlook. My faith is not
gone, but it would be untrue to say that I am not walking in the
dark. I shall do my best to hold on here single-handed; but I
earnestly hope that I am not to be alone much longer. Something
must be done. There is a limit to all human endurance.
'Amid many storms we are holding on our way, and making progress
among the Chinese. Of the Mongols I have nothing cheering to
report. They come around and daily hear the Gospel; but, as yet at
least, there it ends. I look into their faces to see whom the Lord
is going to call, but have not seen him yet apparently. Meantime, I
am getting deeper and deeper into Chinese work and connections, and
sometimes the thought crosses my mind that my knowledge of
Mongolian is not employed to its best advantage here. On the other
hand, I see more Mongols here than I could see anywhere on the
Plain.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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