James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reportsGilmour, James
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James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reports
Gilmour, James
Gilmour, James, 1843-1891; Missions -- Mongolia
'I have not had time to think yet. On my heels came in men for the
prayer-meeting we hold in our house on Friday evening, and till now
I have been almost continuously engaged. It is now 10.20 P.M. It so
happens that this week I am much behind in my sermon preparation
for Sunday, and it also happens that I am going to preach on _whole
families_ believing on Christ. What brought this subject to my mind
is one of our old Christians who is dying, the only Christian in
his whole family. His great grief is that they (his family) remain
heathens. In addition, too, a Christian father admitted to a
missionary the other day that he had not taught Christ to his
daughter who had just died. Preaching on this subject I will have
something to say about my own dear, good, anxious mother, and of
how she used to say when I was a boy, "_What a terrible thing it
will be if I see you shut out of heaven!_" She did not say
terrible; "unco" was her word.
'I have not yet had time to realise my loss, and cannot think of
the Hamilton house as being without her. Eh, man! you know how good
a mother she was to us, and I have some idea of what a companion
and help she was to you. You two had nearly fifty years together.
You must feel lonely without her. Fathers and mothers are thought
much of by the Chinese, and you, at my suggestion, were most
heartily and feelingly prayed for by the Chinese at our
prayer-meeting to-night. You would have felt quite touched could
you have heard and understood them.'
There is a special interest attaching to the sentence used frequently by
his mother. On page 41 he refers to his conversion, but no record
appears to have been preserved, giving any detail or fixing with any
exactness the date. But his brothers have a conviction that his constant
recollection of the oft-repeated and well-remembered words, 'What an
unco thing it will be if I see you shut out of heaven!' was one of the
most potent influences in bringing about his conversion. The letters
immediately following were written during the last two years of his
father's life.
'Let us not be disturbed at all about our not having more
communication. I pray often for you and remember you more
frequently still, and feel more and more that earth is a shifting
scene, that here we have no permanent place, that heaven is our
home, that your wife--my dear mother--has gone there, that my wife
has gone there and is now in the Golden City, and that, sooner or
later, you and I will be there, and that, when there, we'll have
plenty of time to sit about and talk all together in a company.
Lately I have come to see that we have but to put ourselves into
the hands of Jesus and let Him do with us as He likes, and He'll
save us _sure and certain_. He can make us willing even to let Him
change us and train us.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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