James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reportsGilmour, James
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James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reports
Gilmour, James
Gilmour, James, 1843-1891; Missions -- Mongolia
'Some time ago God seemed to say, "_Entrust that money to My
keeping!_" and, as days went on, the command seemed to get more
loud and be ever present, so much so that finally I could not read
my Bible for it or pray. I had no resource left but to obey; I did
not like to give it up; but finally it has appeared to me that God
is only keeping the funds for the lads and that He will arrange for
them to have them all right when they are needed. How He can do
this I need not ask. He may, for instance, keep me alive for the
sake of the lads. In one sense it seems an unwise thing not to be
laying up something for the children's education; but that is only
one side of it. God seems to ask me to trust Him with my children,
and I trust Him with them. They are far from my care and control,
and I know such painful cases of the children of missionaries
growing up unbelievers that I dare not do anything that seems to me
not to be putting them fully into God's care and up-bringing.
'In addition, I am exhorting people here to become Christians, by
doing which they throw themselves and their children outside of the
community. I tell them to do it, and trust God's protecting them in
troubles and helping them in difficulties; and I can hardly do that
if I have not faith in God myself for me and mine.
'Again, I need God's help and blessing much in my work here, and I
do not seem to myself to be able to expect it if I do not trust
Him. So please regard the money removed as not lost, only put into
a safer bank.'
The following letter, also dealing with money matters from the Christian
point of view, is so striking in many ways that it has been deemed
advisable to quote it _in extenso_:--
'Ch'ao Yang, Mongolia: May 6, 1888.
'My dear Father,--Enclosed please find some directions about the
disposal of my money. These arrangements are so contrary to my
previous arrangements that some explanation is due to you and to my
brothers. Here they are.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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