James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reportsGilmour, James
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James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reports
Gilmour, James
Gilmour, James, 1843-1891; Missions -- Mongolia
'Companions I can scarcely hope to meet, and the feeling of being
_alone_ comes over me till I think of Christ and His blessed
promise, "Lo, I am with you alway, even to the end of the world."
No one who does not go away, leaving all and going alone, can feel
the force of this promise; and when I begin to feel my heart
threatening to go down, I betake myself to this companionship, and,
thank God, I have felt the blessedness of this promise rushing over
me repeatedly when I knelt down and spoke to Jesus as a present
companion, from whom I am sure to find sympathy. I have felt a
tingle of delight thrilling over me as I felt His presence, and
thought that wherever I may go He is still with me. I have once or
twice lately felt a melting sweetness in the name of Jesus as I
spoke to Him and told Him my trouble. Yes, and the trouble went
away, and I arose all right. Is it not blessed of Christ to care so
much for us poor feeble men, so sinful and so careless about
honouring Him? the moment we come to Him He is ready with His
consolations for us!
'I have been thinking lately over some of the inducements we have
to live for Christ, and to confess Him and preach Him before men,
not conferring with flesh and blood. Why should we be trammelled by
the opinions and customs of men? Why should we care what men say of
us? Salvation and damnation are _realities_, Christ is a reality,
_Eternity_ is a reality, and we shall soon be there in reality, and
time shall soon be finished; and from our stand in eternity we
shall look back on what we did in time, and what shall we think of
it? Shall we be able to understand why we were afraid to speak to
this man or that woman about salvation? Shall we be able to
understand how we were ashamed to do what we knew was a Christian
duty before one whom we knew to be a mocker at religion? Our
cowardice shall seem small to us then. Let us now measure our
actions by the standard of that scene, let us now look upon the
things of time in the light of eternity, and we shall see them
better as they are, and live more as we shall wish then we had
done. It is not too late. We can secure yet what remains of our
life. The present still is ours. Let us use it. It may be that we
can't be great, let us be good; if we can't shine as great lights,
let us make our light shine as God has made it to shine. Let us
live lives as in the presence of Christ, anxious for His approval,
and glad to take the condemnation of the world, and of Christ's
professed servants even, if we get the commendation of angels and
our Master. The "well done!" is to the faithful servant--to the
_faithful_, not the great. Let us watch and pray that we may be
faithful. It is a little hard to be this, and to care little for
man.
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