James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reportsGilmour, James
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James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reports
Gilmour, James
Gilmour, James, 1843-1891; Missions -- Mongolia
'There I found Grant and Hegemann, two Englishmen. I went to live
in Grant's country house at Kudara. A difficulty arose about a
teacher. I prayed about this, and strolling along came upon a tent
in which was a man who was out of employment, and he being
educated, I engaged him to be my teacher. In Kiachta, after some
delay, I got a teacher, but not to my satisfaction. After I had
been with him a time Grant remarked one day that I did not seem to
be making much progress in the language. This stung me to the
quick, and made me go down into Mongolia. Here I was directed to
the tent of Grant's contractor, and with him I made arrangements to
live. I thank God for not permitting me to get a good teacher in
Kiachta. Had I got a good teacher there, I would simply have
remained there, and I am sure would not have learned half as much
of the language as I did in the tent at Mongolia, would have got
none of the insight I gained into the style of Mongolian life, and
would not have got the introduction I had there to numerous
Mongols. At the time I was immensely chagrined that I could not get
a proper teacher, but now, after the lapse of only a few months, I
can see good reason for thanking God for leading me by that way.
This should teach me to trust God more than I do when things seem
to thwart my purpose.
'Again, I was under a great disappointment about the delay that
occurred in the sending of my passport from Peking. In consequence
of its not coming I was unable to go to Urga with Lobsung and
Sherrub in February. I felt it much at the time, but some months
after (in June) I learned that these men with whom I wanted to go
suffered excessively on the road; so much so that, had I gone with
them, I might have got my feet frozen and died with the cold. Here
again I have to praise God for not giving me my own way.
"Thy way, not mine, O Lord;
However dark it be."
'Then, again, I had long desired to visit the scene of the former
Siberian Mission, and through the mercy of Providence I was
permitted to do this. My journey back through the desert also was
marked by mercies. Truly I may stand and say,
"When all Thy mercies, O my God,
My rising soul surveys,
Transported with the view, I'm lost
In wonder, love, and praise."'
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