Character sketches; Gambling -- Fiction; Short stories
And it was even more for the mother than for the daughter that I was
incensed. That daughter did not know him, did but innocently share his
damnable love of chances; but that wife had for years known him at
least as well as I knew him now. Here again I gave him credit for
wishing, though he didn't love her, to spare her what he could. That
he didn't love her I presumed from his indubitable willingness not to
stake her in this afternoon's game. That he never had loved her--had
taken her in his precocious youth simply as a gigantic chance against
him, was likely enough. So much the more credit to him for such
consideration as he showed her, though this was little enough. He
could wish to save her from being a looker-on at his game, but he
could--he couldn't not--go on playing. Assuredly she was right in
deeming him at once the strongest and the weakest of men. "Rather a
nervous woman!" I remembered an engraving that had hung in my room at
Oxford, and in scores of other rooms there: a presentment by Sir Marcus
(then Mr.) Stone of a very pretty young person in a Gainsborough hat,
seated beneath an ancestral elm, looking as though she were about to
cry, and entitled "A Gambler's Wife." Mrs. Pethel was not like that.
Of her there were no engravings for undergraduate hearts to melt at.
But there was one man, certainly, whose compassion was very much at her
service. How was he going to help her?
I know not how many hair's-breadth escapes we may have had while these
thoughts passed through my brain. I had closed my eyes. So
preoccupied was I that but for the constant rush of air against my face
I might, for aught I knew, have been sitting ensconced in an armchair
at home. After a while I was aware that this rush had abated; I opened
my eyes to the old familiar streets of Rouen. We were to have tea at
the Hotel d'Angleterre. What was to be my line of action? Should I
take Pethel aside and say: "Swear to me, on your word of honor as a
gentleman, that you will never again touch the driving-gear, or
whatever you call it, of a motor-car. Otherwise, I shall expose you to
the world. Meanwhile, we shall return to Dieppe by train"? He might
flush (for I knew him capable of flushing) as he asked me to explain.
And after? He would laugh in my face. He would advise me not to go
motoring any more. He might even warn me not to go back to Dieppe in
one of those dangerous railway-trains. He might even urge me to wait
until a nice Bath chair had been sent out for me from England.
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