James Russell Lowell, A Biography; vol. 1/2Scudder, Horace Elisha
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James Russell Lowell, A Biography; vol. 1/2
Scudder, Horace Elisha
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Diplomats -- United States -- Biography; Lowell, James Russell, 1819-1891
Lowell formed at Concord the friendship which lasted for life with E. R.
Hoar, and the lady who was to be Judge Hoar’s wife. These two indeed
seemed to be excepted in his mind from the Concord people whom he met.
He was plainly, as his letters show, in a restless mood, dissatisfied
with himself, going through his appointed tasks with the obedience which
was habitual, and writing, as the impulse took him, on his Class Poem,
but moody, irritable, and chafing at the bonds which held him. There was
the uncomfortable consciousness of serving out his time at Concord for a
momentary jest, but there was also the profounder unrest which came
from the friction of discipline with the awakening of powers not yet
fully understood or determined. A few passages from his letters to G. B.
Loring will partially disclose the way he tossed himself about.
July 1, 1838.
You mustn’t expect so long a letter from me as the one you favored
me with (and I hope sincerely you’ll favor me with many more such
(for nothing is more pleasant to me than a friend’s letters)
(except himself) (there, I have got into one of my parentheses,
which I can’t help to save my life--damnation! I’m only making the
matter worse! so I’ll begin again.... This appears to be a pretty
decent sort of a place--but I’ve no patience talking about. I shall
fly into a passion on paper, and then--as Hamlet says--then what?
You can’t guess, now you know you can’t! Why, I should be apt to
“tear my passion to tatters.” Pretty good, eh! for an un-Sheridanic
one? Well, as I was saying, the poem hasn’t progressed (they say
that’s a Yankee word; it’s a damned good word, as most Yankee
things are) a line since I left the shades of Alma Mater. I want
the spirit up here, I want
‘Mine ancient chair, whose wide embracing arms,’ etc.
I shall take to smoking again for very spite. The only time I have
felt the flow of song was when I heard the bull-frogs in the river
last night....
I shall do my best to please Mr. F. since I find he does his best
to please me and make me comfortable; “that’s the ground I stand
on.” I feel in a shocking humor, that is, not grouty (I’m not such
a damned fool; no offence I hope), but cursed queer. I damn
Concord, and as the man in a story I read somewhere who was shot in
a duel pathetically exclaimed in his last struggle, I--“damn
everything.”... I have written you more than I intended, have two
more to write to-night, and 50 pages in MacIntosh.... Don’t for
heaven’s sake think I write in such a hurry from affectation. I
wish with all my heart it were so.
July 8.
... I don’t know that I shan’t get gloomy up here, and be obliged,
like the gallant old Sir Hudibras’s sword,
“To eat into myself, for lack
Of something else to cut and hack.”
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