Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories
He pointed to the paper on his desk. Mrs. Jamieson, trembling, picked
it up and read the names. Seeing them there, written like any other
names would be written, made her furious. How could they? How could the
names of murderers look like ordinary names? When she thought them in
her mind, they even sounded like ordinary names--and they shouldn't!
She had always thought that those names, if she ever saw them, would
be filthy, unholy scratches on paper, evil sounds, like the rustle of
bedclothes to a jealous lover listening at a keyhole. "Tom Palieu"
didn't sound evil; neither did "Al Jonson." She was shaken by this more
than she would permit Earl to see.
* * * * *
"Why did you want the names?"
"I don't know," he said. "Curiosity, maybe, or a subconscious desire
for revenge. I just wanted to see them."
"Tell me what happened! If an Agent saw you ... well, either he killed
you or you killed him. But you're here alive."
"I didn't kill him. That's what seems so strange. And he didn't try to
kill me. We didn't even fight. He didn't ask why I broke in without
breaking the lock or even a window. He seemed to know. He did ask what
I was doing there, and who I was. I told him, and ... he helped me get
the names. He asked where I lived. 'None of your damn business,' I told
him. Then he said he didn't blame me for not telling, that Konvs must
fear Agents, and hate them. Then he said, 'Do you know why we kill
Konvs? We kill them because there is no prison cell in the world that
will hold a Konv. When they break the law, we have no choice. It is a
terrible thing, but must be done. We don't want your secret; we only
want law and order. There is room enough in the world for both of us.'"
Mrs. Jamieson was furious. "And you believed him?"
"I don't know. I just know what he said--and that he let me go without
trying to shoot me."
Mrs. Jamieson stopped on her way out of the room and laid a hand on his
arm. "Your father would have been proud of you," she said. "Soon you
will learn the truth about the Agents."
Beyond the closed door, out of sight of her son, Mrs. Jamieson gave
rein to the excitement that ran through her. He had wanted the names!
He didn't know why--not yet--but he would. "He'll do it yet!" she
whispered to the flowered wallpaper. She didn't care that no one heard
her.
She didn't know where the men were now, those who had killed her
husband. They could be anywhere. Agents moved from post to post; in ten
years they might be scattered all over Earth. In the killing of Konvs,
some cylinders might even be taken by Agents--and used by them, for
the power and freedom the cylinders gave must be coveted even by them.
And they were in the best position to gain them. She was consumed by
fear that one or more of the men on Earl's list might have acquired a
cylinder and were now Konvs themselves.
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