Every day increased the difficulty of disclosing the truth. Tom and
Miss Jessup talked no more on the subject, and time, and new provocations
from her mistress, confirmed Hannah in her resolution of retaining the
paper.
She could not read, and was afraid of trusting anybody else with the
contents of this epistle. Several times she was about to burn it, but
forbore from the persuasion that a day might arrive when the possession
would be of some importance to her. It had lain, till almost forgotten, in
the bottom of her crazy chest.
I rebuked her, with great severity, for her conduct, and insisted on
her making all the atonement in her power, by delivering up the letter to
the writer. I consented to take charge of it for that purpose.
You will judge my surprise, when I received a letter, with the seal
unbroken, directed to Mrs. Fielder, of New York. Jane and I had often been
astonished at the minute intelligence which her mother received of our
proceedings; at the dexterity this secret informant had displayed in
misrepresenting and falsely construing our actions. The informer was
anonymous, and one of the letters had been extorted from her mother by
Jane's urgent solicitations. This I had frequently perused, and the
penmanship was still familiar to my recollection. It bore a striking
resemblance to the superscription of this letter, and was equally remote
from Miss Jessup's ordinary handwriting. Was it rash to infer from these
circumstances that the secret enemy, whose malice had been so active and
successful, was at length discovered?
What was I to do? Should I present myself before Miss Jessup with this
letter in my hand, and lay before her my suspicions, or should I carry it
to Mrs. Fielder, to whom it was directed? My curiosity was defeated by the
careful manner in which it was folded; and this was not a case in which I
deemed myself authorized to break a seal.
After much reflection, I determined to call upon Miss Jessup. I meant
not to restore her the letter, unless the course our conversation should
take made it proper. I have already been at her house. She was not at
home. I am to call again at eight o'clock in the evening.
In my way thither I passed Mrs. Talbot's house. There were scarcely any
tokens of its being inhabited. No doubt the mother and child have returned
together to New York. On approaching the house, my heart, too heavy
before, became a burden almost insupportable. I hastened my pace, and
averted my eyes.
I am now shut up in my chamber at an inn. I feel as if in a wilderness
of savages, where all my safety consisted in solitude. I was glad not to
meet with a human being whom I knew.
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