I now produced the letter I received from Hannah Seeker, and said, "I
see, madam, you will compel me to preserve no measures with you.
_There_ is a letter which you wrote to Mrs. Fielder. Its contents
were so important that you would not at first trust a servant with the
delivery of it at the office. This, however, you were finally compelled to
do. A fellow-servant, however, stole it from your messenger, and, instead
of being delivered according to its address, it has lately come into my
hands.
"No doubt," (showing the superscription, but not permitting her to see
that the seal was unbroken,) "no doubt you recognise the hand; the hand of
that anonymous detractor who had previously taken so much pains to
convince the husband that his wife was an adulteress and a
prostitute."
Had I foreseen the effect which this disclosure would have had, I
should have hesitated. After a few convulsive breathings, she fainted. I
was greatly alarmed, and, calling in a female servant, I stayed till she
revived. I thought it but mercy to leave her alone, and, giving directions
to the servant where I might be found, and requesting her to tell her
mistress that I would call again early in the morning, I left the
house.
I returned hither, and am once more shut up in my solitary chamber. I
am in want of sleep, but my thoughts must be less tumultuous before that
blessing can be hoped for. All is still in the house and in the city, and
the "cloudy morning" of the watchman tells me that midnight is past. I
have already written much, but must write on.
What, my friend, can this letter contain? The belief that the contents
are known and the true writer discovered produced strange effects. I am
afraid there was some duplicity in my conduct. But the concealment of the
unbroken seal was little more than chance. Had she inquired whether the
letter was opened, I should not have deceived her.
Perhaps, however, I ascribe too much to this discovery. Miss Jessup was
evidently very ill. The previous conversation had put her fortitude to a
severe test. The tide was already so high, that the smallest increase
sufficed to overwhelm her. Methinks I might have gained my purpose with
less injury to her.
But what purpose have I gained? I have effected nothing; I am as far,
perhaps further than ever from vanquishing her reluctance. A night's
reflection may fortify her pride, may furnish some expedient for eluding
my request. Nay, she may refuse to see me when I call on the morrow, arid
I cannot force myself into her presence.
If all this should happen, what will be left for me to do? _That_
deserves some consideration. This letter of Miss Jessup's may possibly
contain the remedy for many evils. What use shall I make of it? How shall
I get at its contents?
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