As a rule, she was content to sit and gaze out to sea and "pretend."
The name, "widows' walk," opened up so many avenues of imaginings.
She often saw the ghosts of the poor distracted women of long ago,
pacing up and down, their eyes always turned toward the sea,
searching for a familiar masthead. Old Chester had once been a
famous fishing village, and the roof of every house along the shore
was topped by some sort of observatory. Sometimes it was a square
glass cupola, but more often it was a wooden walk, such as crowned
the Page house, and because in so many, many cases the looked-for
boats never did return to harbor, these walks unhappily came to be
called "widows' walks."
To-day, however, Janet had no time for fancy. Something inside her
head and her heart was demanding to be put into words.
"I wonder what is the matter with me!" she said again. "I feel
awfully different. I suppose I'm unhappy. Am I, do you think!"
If any one had accused Janet of talking to herself she would have
resented it hotly, but it was characteristic of her to pour out her
troubles to the ever-patient and understanding Boru.
"I'm lonely, for one thing," she confided as she pulled one velvety
soft ear. "Of course any one but you would say that was silly, for I
have Harry to play with, and then there are the Blake children." Two
well-behaved, very clean and very shiny girls filled her imagination
for an instant, but she dismissed them with a frown. "They don't
count, because they simply won't play the way I want to. Harry is a
boy, and I do--no, I did like him a little better, but you know, old
fellow, that after the way he acted to-day about the snake, I
just--well, he is a scare-cat and that's all there is about it."
Boru's eyes, almost as brown as his mistress's, looked up in solemn
confirmation of her last remark.
Her thoughts wandered for a minute and then came back to the original
idea.
"I guess lonely isn't just exactly the word, but it's something a lot
like it. I want some one to be with who is more like me--" She
broke off suddenly, "I wish I had a sister," she whispered softly.
Her arm tightened around Boru's neck, and she buried her head in his
shaggy coat. Then quite suddenly she sat bolt upright, and her eyes
flashed. "I'm mad, too; mad all the way through at everything and
everybody except you,"--Boru acknowledged the exception with an
affectionate lick--"and I think the person I'm the very maddest at is
my big brother Thomas. He's not a bit the kind of a brother to
have." She jumped up suddenly, and the breeze coming in from the
water took the skirt of her gingham dress and flapped it as it would
a sail.
"Boru, do you know what I am going to do!" she demanded very
seriously.
Boru was a little surprised and disturbed at being so unceremoniously
upset but he cocked one ear expectantly.
"I'm going to write and tell him so," she announced defiantly.
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