"It was to say, Mr Newland, that I should have taken the earliest
opportunity after my recovery, had you not disappeared so strangely, to
have expressed my sorrow for my conduct towards you, and to have
acknowledged that I had been deservedly punished: more perhaps by my own
feelings of remorse, than by the dangerous wound I had received by your
hand. I take even this opportunity, although not apparently a
favourable one, of expressing what I consider it my duty, as a gentleman
who has wronged another, to express. I certainly was going to add more,
but there is so little chance of its being well received, that I had
better defer it to some future opportunity. The time may come, and I
certainly trust it will come, when I may be allowed to prove to you that
I am not deserving of the coolness with which I am now received. Mr
Newland, with every wish for your happiness, I will now take my leave;
but I must say, it is with painful sentiments, as I feel that the result
of this interview, will be the cause of great distress to those who are
bound to you not only by gratitude, but sincere regard."
Harcourt then bowed, and quitted the room.
"It's all very well," muttered I, "but I know the world, and am not to
be soothed down by a few fine words. I trust that they will be sorry
for their conduct, but see me again inside their doors they will not;"
and I sat down, trying to feel satisfied with myself--but I was not; I
felt that I had acted harshly, to say no more. I ought to have listened
to an explanation sent by Cecilia and her mother, after her coming down
stairs to expostulate. They were under great obligations to me, and by
my quick resentment, I rendered the obligations more onerous. It was
unkind of me--and I wished that Harcourt had not left the room. As for
his conduct, I tried to find fault with it, but could not. It was
gentlemanly and feeling. The fact was, I was in a very bad humour, and
could not at the time discover the reason, which was neither more nor
less than that I was more jealous of finding Harcourt so intimate at
Lady de Clare's, than I was at the unpalatable reception which I had me
with. The waiter came in, and brought me a note from Mr Masterton.
"I have this morning received a summons from your father, who
returned, it appears, two days ago, and is now at the Adelphi Hotel.
I am sorry to say, that stepping out of his carriage when travelling,
he missed his footing, and snapped his tendon Achilles. He is laid up
on a couch, and, as you may suppose, his amiability is not increased
by the accident, and the pain attending it. As he has requested me to
bring forward immediate evidence as to your identity, and the presence
of Mr Cophagus is necessary, I propose that we start for Reading
to-morrow at nine o'clock. I have a curiosity to go down there, and
having a leisure day or two, it will be a relaxation. I wish to see
my old acquaintance Timothy, and your shop. Answer by bearer.
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