"J. Masterton."
I wrote a few lines, informing Mr Masterton that I would be with him at
the appointed hour, and then sat down to my solitary meal. How
different from when I was last at this hotel! Now I knew nobody. I had
to regain my footing in society, and that could only be accomplished by
being acknowledged by my father; and, as soon as that was done, I would
call upon Lord Windermear, who would quickly effect what I desired. The
next morning I was ready at nine o'clock, and set off with post horses,
with Mr Masterton, in his own carriage. I told him what had occurred
the day before, and how disgusted I was at my reception.
"Upon my word, Japhet, I think you are wrong," replied the old
gentleman; "and if you had not told me of your affection for Miss
Temple, to see whom, by-the-by, I confess to be one of the chief motives
of my going down with you, I should almost suppose that you were blinded
by jealousy. Does it not occur to you, that if Mr Harcourt was
admitted to the ladies at such an early hour, there was preference shown
him in that quarter? And now I recollect that I heard something about
it. Harcourt's elder brother died, and he's come into the property, and
I heard somebody say that he would in all probability succeed in gaining
the handsomest girl in London with a large fortune--that it was said to
be a match. Now, if such be the case, and you broke in upon a quiet
reunion between two young people about to be united, almost without
announcement, and so unexpectedly, after a lapse of so long a time,
surely you cannot be surprised at there being a degree of confusion and
restraint--more especially after what had passed between Harcourt and
you. Depend upon it, that was the cause of it. Had Lady de Clare and
her daughter been alone, your reception would have been very different;
indeed, Cecilia's following you down stairs proves that it was not from
coolness towards you; and Harcourt calling upon you, and the
conversation which took place, is another proof that you have been
mistaken."
"I never viewed it in that light, certainly, sir," observed I. "I
merely perceived that I was considered intrusive, and finding in the
company one who had treated me ill, and had been my antagonist in the
field, I naturally supposed that he had prejudiced them against me. I
hope I may be wrong; but I have seen so much of the world, young as I
am, that I have become very suspicious."
"Then discard suspicion as fast as you can; it will only make you
unhappy, and not prevent your being deceived. If you are suspicious,
you will have the constant fear of deception hanging over you, which
poisons existence."
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