Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She touched her hair, passed her hands slowly over her eyes, let them
fall idly by her side; then, after a moment, looked up at him, faintly
smiling.
"Melodrama is no use, is it?" she said. "You are not impressed by it; I
can’t act it. Life is less serious than the stage. Shall we come back
together along the road to yesterday, and find our old, safe footing?
... And—shall I forgive you what you’ve done this summer day?"
"I want you to marry me," he said between compressed lips. "I’ll make
good, yet."
"What!" she exclaimed in apparent amazement. "_You!_"
"Will you marry me?"
How she forced the light laughter she never understood; and she saw her
gayety bring the blood to his face like a whip lash.
"Marry! No, I won’t marry you," she laughed. "Mercy on the man! Does
he suppose I wish to marry a professional entertainer?—a generally
useful gentleman—a big, strong, healthy, well-built, intelligent fellow,
too indolent to rouse himself and make a respectable living?—too
self-indulgent to start in a manly career and fight the world—take it by
the throat and shake a decent living out of its sinful old pockets?"
A deeper flush of astonishment and mortification swept his face,
settling to the roots of his hair.
She did not seem to notice it or his silence.
"Nonsense," she laughed; "a girl, with any humor, simply _couldn’t_ love
such a man, even if she wanted to, Jim. Because, how can she respect
him? ... You’re a dear, generous fellow—nice to everybody, perfectly
sweet to Silvette and to me, and I _do_ like you—even _love_ you, in a
certain sense—and I didn’t really mind being kissed any more than as
though Silvette had done it. But I’m simply not fashioned to lose my
head over a man who is hired by the month to be socially pleasant." She
laughed again, and laid her hand carelessly on his arm; and under her
touch she felt it was rigid and hard as iron.
"You see, don’t you?" she said sweetly. "You’re not grown up yet, Jim.
It takes more than you yet are to satisfy me."
He managed to force his voice out of his quivering throat.
"You’re right," he said. "I didn’t know what I was talking about. You
are worth trying for."
They turned away together; she slipped one hand confidently through his
arm, leaning on him lightly as they walked.
"You’re not hopelessly offended, are you, Jim?"
"No—good God, no."
"I’d love you if I could," she said soothingly, "but the instincts of
mating with anything resembling servitude are wanting in me. Besides,
two slaves are enough for one family—Silvette and I.... You are not
hurt or angry at my very horrid frankness?"
"No.... What you said is all right." He lifted his eyes and looked his
punishment squarely in the face; and her heart failed her, so that she
turned her head swiftly, the tears stinging her throat.
They walked soberly on through the meadow up to the house. She gave him
her hand at parting; then went leisurely to her room to dress for
dinner.
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