A sound like splintering wood assailed my ears. A blended sound of
voices beat upon them.
"Murray--Murray--doctor!"
There was no doubt about it. A very human voice was calling to me--a
hand laid hold upon my shoulder--only it wasn't the hand Jason Croft
had laid upon it in farewell. The thing bit into the flesh. It seemed
trying to shake me.
With an effort I lifted my lids and stared up into the face of a
hospital orderly, strained and anxious. I was back on earth, there
wasn't any doubt about it. I was on earth, in my room in the mental
hospital and in bed.
"Yes," I said; "yes."
The man's breath actually hissed as he let it out. He stammered.
"You'll excuse us, doctor, but you didn't show up and you didn't answer
when we rapped--and--well--we broke in the door at last. It seemed
best."
His use of the pronoun arrested my attention. I made another effort and
sat up. The orderly had fallen back from my bedside as he spoke, and
beyond him I saw a nurse--a woman--not blue-robed like those I had seen
in Naia of Aphur's apartments, but crisply gowned in white--and back of
her the door of my own chamber, sagging open with a broken lock.
"It's all right, Hansen," I made answer. "I must have been pretty sound
asleep." There wasn't anything else to say, any use to attempt fuller
explanation. "What time is it?" I asked.
"Ten thirty," said the nurse, consulting a watch on her wrist. "You're
sure you feel all right, doctor?"
"Perfectly," I nodded. "If you'll withdraw, I'll get up."
She left the room and Hansen followed. I rose and began to dress.
Outside a brilliant sunlight was visible through my windows. It showed
me familiar objects. The Palosian landscape had faded. It had been
after ten when Jason had come to me, to, as it were, speed a parting
guest, and now it was half after ten, and I was back on earth. Well, he
had told me the gulf could be bridged by the spirit in a flash.
Or had he? I fumbled my way into my garments in a somewhat clumsy
fashion. I felt odd. Just what had happened, I asked myself. And it
was then that the thing began to seem like a dream to me, really, no
matter how vividly real it had seemed while it occurred. Save only for
that vividness I think I would have considered it no more than a dream
indeed.
But dream or not, it continued to go with me through all the familiar
routine of the succeeding days. It kept bobbing up, in all its colorful
details. I kept recalling that gorgeous chamber in which I had seen,
or seemed to see, Naia of Aphur. I could even recall the soft thud of
Lakkon's metal sandals as he mounted toward Jason, waiting to welcome
him at the top of a flight of pure white stairs. And I could see again
that light I had seen in the purple eyes of Naia--that exquisite look
of the Madonna, I had seen in the faces of other new-made mothers,
and in their eyes. Yes, if it had been a dream instead of an actual
occurrence, it had been very, very real.
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